Monday, October 24, 2011

Back to Domina's basement




This past week I spent half the nights sleeping at Domina's feet until she would get cold and allow me to warm her bed. On Saturday we finally returned to Domina's basement dungeon and she was quite excited to try out a new purchase. Domina had bought some new accessories for her E-Stim enjoyment, straps with contacts to wrap around her cock. Domina had me strapped to the wall and continually shocked her cock while beating my ass. It was quite a challenging experience and she was going to make sure of it. She spent A LOT of time beating my ass and thighs since she hadn't had me strapped down for so long. I bit down and took everything she wanted to give me...and then she turned me around and beat her cock as well. I know she is getting me ready to show off in front of others and must make sure I am truly her Pain Toy. I hope I have shown her that I am ready! I also treasured the rewards Domina gave me- sniffing her ass, sharing her bed and she even stroked her cock briefly the next morning before locking it back up!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

It didn't last..

My euphoria from earlier in the week didn't last. Domina looked a little closer at some of the other cleaning assignments she gave me and was most...displeased. I was back in the cage Wednesday night. I am not able to stay asleep in the cage all night, and I end up thrashing and shivering enough that Domina feels she must release me and allow me in to her bed to warm up and shut me up. She had to do this Wednesday night, decided to allow me in her bed Thursday to be rested for work but then had to repeat the process after locking me in last night. I KNOW she is tiring of this and I am afraid of what her solution will be. Will she move my cage elsewhere so she doesn't have to deal with me? I do know Domina will enjoy enacting her corporal punishments tonight.

A realization came crashing down on me this morning. Domina's bathroom has a stand-up shower with glass enclosure right next to the jacuzzi tub. Since we were in a hurry I was showering and Domina was bathing at the same time. She was reading a book and could not see me as I was standing there mesmerized by the site of her parted legs and pussy. It dawned on me that I hadn't actually been allowed to see her pussy in many weeks. I quickly turned my head and finshed my shower as Domina's cock strained against the chastity.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Cleaning for Domina and being rewarded!


I had Monday off as a holiday and I was able to finish some tasks that Domina set for me. I worked HARD to get everything completed for her, I payed special attention to vacumming and wiping down the inside of Domina's car as she was adament this be done. I absolutely love being able to clean naked for her whenever possible. I only wish she was able to watch over me while I do it.

When she came home she checked on my work and leaned into my ear "I am VERY pleased with your work pet, you will be rewarded tonight". Oh, how happy I was!!!!!!

Later as I was kneeling at the side of her bed in my panties she revealed her reward for me. "Tonight slave not only do you get to sleep in my bed but you also get to fuck me with the big dick...Mmmmm" she purred. I couldn't have been happier! I could not ask for a better reward than having a hand in helping my Domina to orgasm! I even felt a little bold and begged if I could lick her pussy some before fucking her but she simply laughed "You haven't earned THAT much pet."

I'm satisified to say that I helped her cum twice with her favorite big cock. She came very hard and was very pleased. She even pulled me close and petted me for awhile. :) I've attached the picture of the kinda of dick Domina needs and the one she owns.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

A Cock Beating.


All Domina wished to do was to beat her cock. There was no counting, there was no "only this many more". There was simply her cane on her cock mixed in with some E-Stim.

I gritted my teeth on the ball ball gag and endured. I begged her for more every step of the way.

As promised I was locked in the cage again all night. She purchased new Master locks just for her cage.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Rule updates

Domina has dictated some changes for her rules. While small in text changes they are significant in impact. Most assuredly she has made it clear to me that I have no wants or needs, they do not exist. I welcome this as I know I cannot function any other way. I am hers. She owns me. She will restrain and punish me as she deems fit. I will sleep in her cage or on the floor at her whim.

For the next two nights Domina has commanded me to sleep in her cage as I have failed her. I failed to keep her house clean and failed to keep her dildo clean. I was genuinely sorry for this but of course Domina would hear no excuses.

I will beg her. I hate the cage. She will ignore me, but I will beg. I will beg with all my soul. I wish to be at her side, I hate the cage.

I hate the cage.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

A Final Beginning

This is it. I am her slave. It's done and there is no turning back.

I know we've "rebooted" before, restarted or whatever. This is DIFFERENT. I know it is, I FEEL it, it HAS to be. I'm wearing my slave collar again. We've had our own personal collaring ceremony. Domina's attitude toward our lifestyle is different. She is more focused, more unrelentingly cruel, as she needs to be to keep her slave in line.

She is dedicated to being involved in a local community. Her greatest desires and fantasies are to humiliate and cuckold me. It makes her cock try to get hard and me fearful all at once. I am wearing the chastity, I am sitting on the floor at her feet, I am wearing the panties she picked out, I have done the laundry, I have done the dishes, I have slept on the floor, I will do nothing without her permission and it is euphoric.

Some of the rules will change, be more realistic to our lives but the core will remain the same- I AM HERS..FOREVER. She will brand me and tattoo me, mark me.

I have no idea when her cock will cum again and it doesn't matter. Her cock will never cum again if it was she desires. My wants, needs and desires mean nothing...though I need her to feel pleasure and want her desires be fulfilled. That is simply what should be. The rest of our lives begin now.