Back from the Holiday

...and I am back at her feet, collar on and Domina with leash in hand and things are back to normal finally. We just returned home today and I couldn't wait to be groveling on the floor for her. Domina had her cock locked up all week and only unlocked it tonight for cleaning and she has decided to keep it unlocked for tonight. When this happens I am extremely fearful of having an accident as her cock is in new territory as far as abstinence is concerned. Her cock has never gone this long without cumming and the last thing I want is to disappoint her.

Also, I cannot contain my absolute joy, fear and anticipation for this Saturday. We are finally taking the step of attending a local lifestyle event. I cannot express what a wonderful and HUGE step this is for us and I can't wait..except I am also scared of what may happen from this point on. However that's what makes my submission to Domina meaningful. I will do whatever she asks no matter my trepidation. I am hers.

A HUGE distraction

...but proud to say Domina and I are completely dedicated to me being her pet. I had to travel a few weeks ago and for the trip I had to pack a bag. This means that Domina always requires me to take some items with me and she really wanted me to work on the Ass of Spades butt plug that we have had for some time. I wanted more than anything to take this for Domina and I did to my great satisfaction...and unfortunately to my great disappointment and pain. It was too big and I was blind to it in my euphoria in taking more for my Domina. It caused me great pain and discomfort for weeks and I am still not 100% recovered but close. During all of this though we have never wavered, even with a weekend trip with friends where Domina allowed me to touch her. She even let me inside her which I was VERY thankful for since I never know when or where that will happen. Also, I know that she understood that I was in extreme pain and discomfort but that she was tracking all of the housework that she was being subjected to for future punishments. Thankfully I am now fully locked away again, able to perform my duties and spending the evenings at Domina's feet with my collar on and her leash attached and in hand.

And the cum counter is accurate. Domina's cock has not cum in almost 60 days and from Domina's comments she cannot see me doing anything to warrant her allowing it to happen any time soon. We will not get a chance to have a pet's punishment/Domina's pleasure session for a couple of weeks due to visiting family for the holiday.

I am also adding pics from the last pleasure session Domina had. She pulled out the clothespins for the first time in a long time and applied them to her cock. Also, she loves to dress me in lingerie even if it is just a top. I have to say it makes me excited when she does this as I am HER panty boy.