Looking forward to the next few days..

Domina will return tomorrow and we will have a few days alone. I am looking forward to it greatly. I can't wait to be in my panties at her feet, I can't wait to serve her, I hope I get the opportunity to please her. And of course I am fearing it greatly. It's been awhile since an extended punishment session and I have much to pay for. The anticipation is crushing!

I also wanted to make comment on chastity. I know I need it. I know I need Domina to keep her cock locked up so that I am begging her to just touch it. I cherish the weekly cleanings when Domina allows me an erection, though she rarely touches it she allows me to stroke it for a short period of time. As time goes on it is more and more of a challenge. If you are a male and have ever gone an extended time without cumming you can understand a bit, to me it feels like a constant pressure in my loins. A constant need for release. I hate the "blue balls" descriptor as to me the feeling is deeper than that. I am ecstatic to take this for Domina and I am glad that my frustration pleases her. I ONLY wish to please her! I need her to push me in my devotion to her!

Waiting for her to come home!

i am home from our family vacation and family holidays. I came home before Domina as I have to get back to work earlier. I am to get the house in order for her return and I am excited to do so. I hope she has some kinky demands of me while I'm home alone! The last couple of weeks have been tough as they have been bereft of our lifestyle mostly, except that I have had the chastity on almost 24/7. Only exceptions have been for airport security. This has helped tremendously since we cannot actually fully live our lifestyle around family. This means that currently Domina's cock cum counter is accurate. Domina's cock has not been allowed to cum for over a month now. The longest I have gone has been seven weeks. Domina asked me this a couple days ago.

"what's the longest my cock has gone without cumming pet?"

"7 weeks Domina", was my answer.

"Hmmm..." was all I got in return.


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We will have some alone time this week but I would expect I will not be punished for my transgressions while she was away for work until Saturday or Sunday night as we will be attending a mainstream New Years party Friday night.

Holidays

We are always on the go during the holidays, but more so this year especially since we will have to travel for Christmas as we have moved away from family. Also, Domina had to travel for a week for work recently. Because of that my only opportunities have been to serve Domina on a day-to-day basis and we have not had any weekend time. I did fail her most severely while she was away and she has some wicked punishments in mind however she won't be able to fully enact them for a couple of weeks. We will have at least a couple of days into New Year's Eve that we will be sans our son and I'm sure she's looking forward to this! I'm very hopeful that we will be able to keep our lifestyle moving forward after the New Year, but more on that later. Oh, I did forget that we will both be home alone this Friday as I pack everything for our trip per her instructions, at least I can prance around for her in my panties then! Here are a couple more pics from the last training session.

More on our session

Domina was happy to have her new bed setup for our session. She had my bowels cleaned out and had me strapped down for the duration in one way or another. She greatly enjoyed using her E-Stim for as long as was safe for not causing permanent damage. She loved strapping my legs down over my head and scribing ASS WHORE across my exposed ass. She was pleasantly surprised that I was able to take the butt plug after a long break with only her saliva for lube. I was surprised too, but then all I could do was pull on my restraints as she shoved it in!