A day spent cleaning for Domina!

I spent today cleaning and getting ready for Domina's return. She has been away this weekend and I have been waiting all weekend for her return. I had a list of chores to do while she was away (cleaning bathrooms, making beds, clean kitchen, laundry). I sent a pic of me doing this naked and that pleased her at least! She will get back late unfortunately and she will not likely wish to do anything with her pet. :(

Oh, I did have to confess to Domina that I used bathroom without permission earlier in the weekend. She ordered me to sleep on the floor for the duration of her absence and that she would decide what to do with me when she get home.

Here's my little pet collar!

About Chastity...

I LOVE wearing chastity for Domina. It validates her control over her cock and I love it. Unfortunately I could remove the device if I truly wanted to, but I would never do so.

But because I love bondage so much, I wish I had no choice. Even though there are tighter rings (I could still remove her cock from these at its most flacid state) I don't wear them on a daily basis as Domina wants the option having a warm body in her bed without disruption. If I wear the tighter rings, they constrict my balls so much that it wakes me up. and therefore wakes her up She does have this available as punishment though. And since Domina gave me permission to post pics of her cock, here it is:

A real training session again!

Finally on Sunday we had the opportunity for a real training session! Backing up a little bit to Thursday Domina really ratcheted things up. She had promised that I would receive 50 with the cane for the next 5 nights for cumming without permission (I was thankful as I felt I was getting off lite). Then I failed to send her a picture of my panties as I am required when she does not see them in the mornings (+50) and I couldn't send it right away after she ordered me too (+50).

150 strokes and I had only taken one caning the night before in the last 6 months. Needless to say Domina had me restrained over the chair in her bedroom and my ass and the back of my thighs looked like one big bruised welt. (I had my panties stuffed in my mouth for good measure). I also got 50 the very next night on top of it.

But Sunday night. I cleaned up and shaved and came out of the bathroom...and Domina looked fantastic. In a lace and leather teddy with her hair tied tight in a pony tail standing in black, 5" heels. I fell to my knees, kissing her feet enthusiastically. She immediately launched into working on her positions for me. Attention, Inspection, Kneeling Inspection (my favorite since it requires me to bend over and spread my ass cheeks for her) and Greeting. I'm sure she's kept the list short as she doesn't believe I can handle more right now.

Domina then completely cleaned my ass by shaving it hairless and cleaning me out with an enema. At least I was able to use the toilet and not shit in a bucket (though I'm sure that's coming). She proceeded to beat my ass with the paddle and then caned it mercilessly. It burned as it had already been bruised and battered. I was restrained with the wrist cuffs and just bent over standing and latched to the ankle cuffs for this.

She then had me on my back and gave me her special treat for the rest of the evening, she took out the big butt plug, lubed it up and slid it in my ass. Thankfully she was slow with it. After she pushed it in she crawled on top and sat on my face while slapping my balls with her crop. Oh how I've needed this training! She then beat me with the paddle more with the butt plus still in my ass.

Finally Domina allowed me to lick her pussy and make her cum! And oh how I ate her cum! It was amazing having the butt plug in while bringing her to climax, I hope to be able to take bigger and bigger things in my ass for her!

She had me remove the plug and then made me sleep at the foot of her bed. I love my Domina and can't wait to be in her dungeon again and continue my training!

I almost made it to six weeks....

Last night Domina unlocked her cock. Her cock had been in chastity for a week straight and as I said, I hadn't cum in almost six weeks. I was afraid the moment she unlocked it.


It was instantly hard as I cleaned it for her. And then she ordered me to eat her pussy and make her cum. Which I of course relsihed and licked her as well as I could. Her cock was stiff and I was sure if I rubbed it against the bed too much I would cum without control. And then she came. Hard.

"Now. Stick my cock in me pet," she purred. I whimpered. "I want to be fucked. DO.IT." I relented and put it inside her. It was...electric. The pleasure shot through me like a bolt. It was too much but I didn't want to disappoint her! I tried but couldn't even get enough for a real thrust. I pulled out whimpering. I wasn't even inside her when she siad "fucking useless pet. 6 more weeks!" And that was it. The feel of her pussy, the sound of her stern voice...I started to cum. I couldn't squeeze hard enough to hold it back. "Fine. Put it inside me pet." And I put it inside her sobbing. Oh god was it magnificient but I absolutely hated it. I was almost in real tears. I didn't want it like that. I wanted to to do it on her orders, I wanted to not cum for as long as she desired. I wanted her to take her cock out for beatings after I'd not cum for weeks because it pleases her.

I didn't want it that way. Now, I have no idea how long it will before she lets her cock cum again. I'm sure she won't be letting it inside her anytime soon.



At least not without a cock sheath of some sort. I know she's been coveting one...

GULP!

Domina loves to groom her pet. To a point. She loves to make me lay across her lap an use tweezers to make sure I look presentable- on my ears, eyebrows, neck, etc. I still have to take care of most the grooming such as shaving. One thing I have to to take care of as she disdains it the "butt tuft". I am not a hairy person but I have a tuft of hair that grows at the very point of the small of my back at the beginning of the crack of my butt. The butt tuft. I had neglected this and after having me lay across the bed while she beat my ass Domina obviously noticed.

"Get me some scissors pet," she ordered. I didn't know where any were so I bounded donwstairs to search and thankfully found some quickly. She proceeded to have my lie down on my stomach again and swiftly trimmed it up while admonishing me for it.

"On your knees slut. Open your mouth," she commanded. I did. And was greeted with a mouthful of my own asshair.....

I was eating my asshair. I begged Domina to wash my mouth out- "NO. But you can wash it down with some water."


Which I did- GULP!

I won't forget again!

Another word on serving my Domina

I am hoping this happens much more often, but I was able to be home before Domina yesterday and was very happy for it. I enjoyed so much checking in with her and getting her direction while she was at work. I moved the dishes along, picked up around the house, played with our son while waiting on Domina. I was able to greet her and take her bag and other items (I even got to open the door for her ). She got to go right to the living room and sit down and talk with our son while I sat at her feet and massaged them! Later on in the night I got to curl up naked at the foot of her bed while she rubbed my head with her feet. <3

Wow. We're still so busy and it's been how long since I was allowed to cum?

So I expected to be updating much more than this but obviously life is still not allowing it. We have still been struggling with being in our lifestyle and getting things together in our new home. I've been dealing with securing a new job and thankfully that has worked out.

Domina was very aggressive with the nightly spankings at first but unfortunately that has waned. I am trying to help her deal with her stress and take the load off of her by doing all the domestic chores as much as possible- which she expects of her pet. It is getting better as last night showed.

Domina had me bent over a chair with my wrist cuffs clamped together and wailed away with her hairbrush. It had been awhile since I'd had a beating and I was doing some wailing of a different sort. I so wanted her to continue as I know it can be therapeutic for her.

The one aspect that Domina has not relented in is controlling her cock. I haven't cum since June 3rd, more than a month now. This is longer than I can ever remember going without orgasm and I am struggling mightily. As with all aspects of submission I enjoy the suffering but truly wish to cum. At this point I would gladly do ANYTHING for Domina if I was allowed to cum. :( I have been wearing the chastity for Domina most of the time. She unlocks it only when I take our son swimming or for her own purposes. Which is to say to stroke her cock as a form of torture.

Hopefully I will have some more colorful things to post about soon!!!