Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Looking forward to the next few days..

Domina will return tomorrow and we will have a few days alone. I am looking forward to it greatly. I can't wait to be in my panties at her feet, I can't wait to serve her, I hope I get the opportunity to please her. And of course I am fearing it greatly. It's been awhile since an extended punishment session and I have much to pay for. The anticipation is crushing!

I also wanted to make comment on chastity. I know I need it. I know I need Domina to keep her cock locked up so that I am begging her to just touch it. I cherish the weekly cleanings when Domina allows me an erection, though she rarely touches it she allows me to stroke it for a short period of time. As time goes on it is more and more of a challenge. If you are a male and have ever gone an extended time without cumming you can understand a bit, to me it feels like a constant pressure in my loins. A constant need for release. I hate the "blue balls" descriptor as to me the feeling is deeper than that. I am ecstatic to take this for Domina and I am glad that my frustration pleases her. I ONLY wish to please her! I need her to push me in my devotion to her!

Monday, December 27, 2010

Waiting for her to come home!

i am home from our family vacation and family holidays. I came home before Domina as I have to get back to work earlier. I am to get the house in order for her return and I am excited to do so. I hope she has some kinky demands of me while I'm home alone! The last couple of weeks have been tough as they have been bereft of our lifestyle mostly, except that I have had the chastity on almost 24/7. Only exceptions have been for airport security. This has helped tremendously since we cannot actually fully live our lifestyle around family. This means that currently Domina's cock cum counter is accurate. Domina's cock has not been allowed to cum for over a month now. The longest I have gone has been seven weeks. Domina asked me this a couple days ago.

"what's the longest my cock has gone without cumming pet?"

"7 weeks Domina", was my answer.

"Hmmm..." was all I got in return.


:(

We will have some alone time this week but I would expect I will not be punished for my transgressions while she was away for work until Saturday or Sunday night as we will be attending a mainstream New Years party Friday night.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Holidays

We are always on the go during the holidays, but more so this year especially since we will have to travel for Christmas as we have moved away from family. Also, Domina had to travel for a week for work recently. Because of that my only opportunities have been to serve Domina on a day-to-day basis and we have not had any weekend time. I did fail her most severely while she was away and she has some wicked punishments in mind however she won't be able to fully enact them for a couple of weeks. We will have at least a couple of days into New Year's Eve that we will be sans our son and I'm sure she's looking forward to this! I'm very hopeful that we will be able to keep our lifestyle moving forward after the New Year, but more on that later. Oh, I did forget that we will both be home alone this Friday as I pack everything for our trip per her instructions, at least I can prance around for her in my panties then! Here are a couple more pics from the last training session.


Wednesday, December 1, 2010

More on our session

Domina was happy to have her new bed setup for our session. She had my bowels cleaned out and had me strapped down for the duration in one way or another. She greatly enjoyed using her E-Stim for as long as was safe for not causing permanent damage. She loved strapping my legs down over my head and scribing ASS WHORE across my exposed ass. She was pleasantly surprised that I was able to take the butt plug after a long break with only her saliva for lube. I was surprised too, but then all I could do was pull on my restraints as she shoved it in!












































Sunday, November 28, 2010

It's been a while.




Domina and I have had challenges over the last few months. It is not easy to keep up our lifestyle while still maintaining a "normal" life. These things have interfered greatly with keeping up with our fetish. Hopefully we have found ways to deal with the issues that face us. We have again rededicated ourselves to our endeavor. I need to be her pet and she needs me to be her pet. We just need to find how to keep ourselves dedicated to our lifestyle. Domina has dedicated herself to enforcing her rules, especially the rules that ensure I do not make eye contact or speak without spoken to. She knows I am beneath her and will make doubly sure that I know it. We recently had another session where she began anew making sure I know my place. This included her new bed from IKEA that I put together for her. I will add more from this session as I am required now to make sure my blog is updated at least twice a week.




Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Pet gets a reward and Domina's new toy.

We didn't have a full training session over the weekend (I'm traveling again this week for the last time for a month thankfully) but Domina did give me my beatings for all of last week as well as a big surprise.

I was allowed to cum. Sort of. Domina loves to make me cum when I don't have permission as she knows I will try my absolute hardest not to and she loves to watch and hear me struggle. But the reward wasn't cumming asa she fucked me until I came in her pussy...and then I got my reward as she sat on my face and smothered me in my cum off and on for a good 5 minutes. It was wonderful!

Also, Domina has a new toy that she experimented with each night over the weekend. My question was- how much pain could a 9-volt battery cause? Apparently quite a bit. Domina purchased an e-stimm kit and wow. I was surprised at the pain. Domina had a wonderful time playing with the leads and clamps all over my ass, balls and her cock. Hopefully she'll take some pictures during future sessions!

Monday, September 20, 2010

Traveling again, Domina had a special task for her pet.



I am traveling again over this past weekend and this week. This trip Domina had a special command- I was not allowed to pack any panties. I had to go to Target and buy some pretty panties for the week. I've added pictures of some of what I bought plus what I was wearing for Domina today. I'm sure to Domina's chagrin there was no one in the panties section to watch me pick them out. But I always wonder what the person who checks me out thinks. :)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Saturday session and learning to let go.





Saturday we had a great training session. (First I have to admit that the bed from IKEA did not work out. Not only did I fuck it up, the screws that came with it were not working well. Domina was not pleased and I did pay for it) Domina is really settling into making me her panty boy sissy. It seems now that every time we have a session she has me dressing up for her in lingerie and heels. This time she took it a step further with having me apply my own make-up. Of course I looked ridiculous but that was part of her fun. Going forward however I was given instruction to learn how to put my own make-up on properly. "How can I take you anywhere with you looking like trash, pet? You'll learn to make yourself presentable so as not to embarass me." Once I had things hastily assembeled I barely looked like a passable street whore. I had on a black, lace corset with pink Candies, G-string panties and leggings that I didn't realize had runners in them as well as my sling-back heels. Domina just laughed (sorry, sometimes Domina doesn't care to take pics, otherwise this would have been a good one). After she inspected her cock, balls and ass (I did try and get her ass shaved) she reminded me of my responsibility to keep things shaved up at all times and not wait just before an anticipated training session. "NO MORE WARNINGS." she emphasized, grabbing her cock.



She then had me follow her downstairs to her dungeon where she immediately had me bent over a chair and pulled my panties down around my ankles. She shoved the enema in and went over and slammed the bucket on the ground. "Don't move until I tell you", she ordered. She spanked my ass a few times and then allowed me to release in front of her, panties still around my ankles squatting on the bucket with my heels on. I cleaned out the bucket and cleaned my ass for Domina. As soon as I came back down, I was bent over the chair again as Domina lubed up the big butt plug and started to shove it in. I hadn't taken it in some time so it took some effort and as soon as it got the apex I had to beg Domina to quickly shove it all the way in as it hurt so much. "Better get used to that slave, you'll have it in all night". She proceeded to use the rope to secure her cock and balls and tightened it to make sure the butt plug was shoved further up my ass. She had me strapped to the wall ass-out and began beating me. She did spend a lot of time with her new whip and loved to make sure it went up between my legs and slammed against my cock and balls. That.HURT. Then she had me turned around and I knew what was to come.



"20 strokes on your cock with the cane pet. And then you best be begging me for more". She slammed away with the cane and I was straining.



"Thank you Domina, please beat your cock more," I whimpered.



"Of course, pet." she smiled. 20 more.



"T-T-Thank you D-Domina,...please beat your cock more!," I yelped.



"If you insist." she stated. 20 more.



"...."



"PET?"


"THAKN YOU DOMINA!..........PLEASE BEAT YOUR COCK MORE!" I yelled through clenched teeth.



"Yes, pet. Yes", she was all business at this point. 20 more.



At this point I was ready for her to beat it all night and I begged for it. But she stopped. I really did not want anymore. Not.at.all. But I begged for it simply because I need Domina to push me. I could take more pain even if I didn't want it and I needed to show her that. Domina brought me down from the wall, took my ropes off and guided me upstairs. Wonderfully, she did some facesitting and I was able to sniff her asswhile she smothered me even though she kept her panties on (I always hope that Domina only showers in the mornings on the days she does training sessions as I love her smell).



Finally Domina was finished with me and was going to just use her largely endowed vibrator to cum. But I begged and begged to lick her pussy and she did allow it as she knows I do a good job at this thankfully. I knew what was coming next after she came on my face as she made true on her promise the night before as well. I was going in the cage again. I do not like the cage. At all. I can never be comfortable. I can never sleep well. Domina loves it.


Domina was turned on enough as she locked me in the cage that she fucked herself anyway and I had to listen to her cum by herself. :( I know that at some point I'll be living Domina's cuckold fantasy to the letter. She loves to live it with me while she masturbates....often. I still had the butt plug in as well (I think that was in for...6 hours) and Domina let me out in the wee hours of the morning as she was having trouble sleeping. Thankfully.

And now I am in chastity again and I'm sure on my way to being deprived more than ever before.




Thursday, September 9, 2010

Can good come from bad?


I've been traveling again this week. Again, I hate that I cannot bring all that Domina would want me to due to security searches. But I do bring some things in checked luggage. This time it was some clothespins as you can see. She has me torture her cock by stroking it and using the clothespins in various places. Last night they were on the head of her cock and ripped off two different times. Tonight they were on my nipples and balls and ripped off as well.

As for the title for this post, I feel like something has really changed with Domina. We've had our stresses with staying the course as me being her pet but after my unacceptable behavior this past weekend things have defintely been different. For the better. She has been even more controlling and demanding and it's been wonderful. i need it so badly to submit to her. I truly do and it seems more obvious to her after my public bufoonery. She has to completely control her pet and train me to her desires. Take me by the bit. Take me by the balls.

She's already told me that I will be sleeping in the cage for the foreseeable future. I'm sure she'll use a lock since in my drunken stupidity I let myself out of the cage last weekend. Twice. :( I know she's been doing a lot of reading and research and I always fantasize in anticipation and fear about what she will be planning.

Oh! We also bought a bed from IKEA just for her dungeon which I will be putting together this weekend. Only a frame and slats. She doesn't want me to be comfortable of course. I'm sure that will appear in future pics.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Obedience to my Domina. What it means.

It means to not blatantly disobey your Domina. It means to respect and accept her decisions without thinking or questioning. It means to not get drunk at a community pool party and embarrass her. :( I should have listened to her and not disobeyed her. I went against everything that we are trying to build. This is how Domina had me after my indiscretions. Her cock tied tightly until it was purple. I don't why I did it. I truly need to submit to my Domina. I suppose it was partly due to us having some issues with our lifestyle over the last week, especially with my traveling. It's difficult to stay focused and in our lifestyle and some of those stresses came through this week. But I can only hope that good comes of my mistakes and that my Domina takes a firmer hand in her handling of her pet. I truly need her strict and firm discipline as I work on submitting to her. I'm sorry Domina. I love you Domina. I need you Domina.


Sunday, August 29, 2010

FAILURE....again...








First I need to post the pics from our session a couple of weeks ago per Domina, before she gets too angry.


































I've failed Domina again with orgasm. :(


She was training me again. A wonderful start. I had been traveling and I was back for the weekend for her first training session in a week. Again. And she was obviously horny. She wouldn't even let me clean up for her, "I expect you to be clean and shaven for me at anytime, pet". And she's right of course. She was dressed in all black, with a lace/leather teddy, no panties, stockings and calf-high boots. Devastatingly beautiful! She had her small-headed crop and was whacking away at me, chastising me. I was in different heels (that fit better!) and new panties that she had shopped for just that day. She quickly had me out of the heels and crawling in the cage....she'd been holding a special treat for me. As soon as she had me locked in, she was on top. straddling the cage. All I heard was, "Mmmmmm" and she let go.
It was a wonderful shower. She covered me in her piss, up and down my body, she'd been holding it for some time! Oh it felt incredible! I had to clean it up then wash myself off.
Next is when I failed her.
She had me my lying on the bed, and she straddled my face. She spent quite awhile smothering me and teasing her cock. It included clothespins on her balls which she would ceremoniously rip off while my mouth was suffocated by her pussy and my nose was smothered by her ass. It was so gloriously torturous! But then she wanted to be fucked.
:(
She ordered me to put on the cock sleeve, which is a more form fitting than the sheath. This takes me lubing up her cock and getting it on. I cried that I couldn't hold it, but she wanted it too badly. I had it on and was inside her......I tried to pull out and squueze it. But it was too late. 7 weeks of not cumming came crashing down on me.
I came. :(
It completely destroyed anything else Domina had planned. And destroyed our momentum. I was literally in tears this time. I was sobbing into my Domina. She allowed me to share her bed after this since she had been without a warm body for a week. I'm sure otherwise I's have been sleeping in the urine soaked cage.
At this point it is increasingly obvious to Domina that she cannot satisfy her need to deny her cock's orgasm and satisfy her need for fucking a real cock. I feel that I am a huge leap closer to being a cuckold. :(

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Six weeks and our last training session!

Six week mark. I've made it to the six week mark again. Six weeks since Domina has allowed her cock to cum. It's a heady feeling. There is a constant, ever-present pressure in my groin. Especially with Domina teasing me or ordering me to stroke her cock and tease myself. I'm always thinking of her and what she wants to do with me which makes it a constant torture and challenge. I'm hoping that there will be no incidents and that I will continue my chastity for her for as long as she wishes. As I've said before, I'd rather her cock just stay locked up and not have to touch it. I know she won't stand for that. She'll have me release it since I am still traveling and have me stroke it to the breaking point (which takes all of about 30 seconds). And then she'll have me back for the weekend and the beatings will begin again.


There will be more this weekend. (And hopefully every weekend to come!)


This past weekend she had me in her dungeon once more. Wearing panties and a corset with high heels, she had "Panty Boy" written across my chest in lipstick. She had me strapped to the wall and beat her cock. She was reiterating her displeasure that I had forgotten my collar last week. By the end her cock was bleeding and bruised from her cane, though I keep expecting more. She also used the string of clothespins on my balls, which she yanked off and left drips of blood. She was very turned on by this. She beat my ass with whip, paddle and canes. Then she wrapped me in saran wrap, she'd not done this in some time, and had me waddle upstairs. Instead of allowing me to pleasure her, she wanted me writhing next to her while she fucked herself with her vibrator. She wanted me to get a taste of what it will be like being her cuckold. :( She came very hard thinking about this....and I was happy for her pleasure! Thankfully, she wanted me in her bed since I've been traveling so much and I was spared the cage again!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

More Travel

Domina has not been happy with my traveling. Last weekend she took me to her dungeon for the first time in the new house! I will post pics that she took from from that encounter later. She simply beat me for having to do things she shouldn't have to do. She hasn't had the time to find any other slaves to take my place while I'm gone yet. I know when she does she will have me watch her over video chat being serviced.

I was traveling again this week and can only expect more of the same this weekend. This week she was particularly upset that I forgot my PET collar. She did have me bring high heels so that I can practice walking in them as her panty boy. I've had the chastity on for the most part but she again had me take it off and stroke her cock which, again, is a special kind of torture since it has been 5 weeks since her cock has cum. :( She'll also be pissed that I haven't been blogging as frequently as she wants due to how busy I have been with work.

Thankfully I was able to pleasure her last weekend with my tongue and hope to do so again. Thankfully she loves to have my tongue buried in her ass while she cums!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Travel

i've had to travel a lot for work lately. Domina has made sure i take the chastity with me in checked baggage. I can't risk wearing it through airport security. As well as packing only panties to wear. I had it on all this week until last when Domina wished to torture by making me stroke her cock while she masturbated. I also had nimple clamps which was much fun ! At this point though I'd rather b locked up 24/7 and have nothing to do with Domina's cock but that's why she does it. :) She was finished last night and ordered me to continue for 15 mins. I begged her no! and she replied no. now it was 20 mins.

I learned that lesson...I hope...


I truly hope to be in Domina's new dungeon this weekend!!!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

A day spent cleaning for Domina!


I spent today cleaning and getting ready for Domina's return. She has been away this weekend and I have been waiting all weekend for her return. I had a list of chores to do while she was away (cleaning bathrooms, making beds, clean kitchen, laundry). I sent a pic of me doing this naked and that pleased her at least! She will get back late unfortunately and she will not likely wish to do anything with her pet. :(


Oh, I did have to confess to Domina that I used bathroom without permission earlier in the weekend. She ordered me to sleep on the floor for the duration of her absence and that she would decide what to do with me when she get home.


Here's my little pet collar!


Saturday, July 24, 2010

About Chastity...

I LOVE wearing chastity for Domina. It validates her control over her cock and I love it. Unfortunately I could remove the device if I truly wanted to, but I would never do so.

But because I love bondage so much, I wish I had no choice. Even though there are tighter rings (I could still remove her cock from these at its most flacid state) I don't wear them on a daily basis as Domina wants the option having a warm body in her bed without disruption. If I wear the tighter rings, they constrict my balls so much that it wakes me up. and therefore wakes her up She does have this available as punishment though. And since Domina gave me permission to post pics of her cock, here it is:























































Wednesday, July 21, 2010

A real training session again!

Finally on Sunday we had the opportunity for a real training session! Backing up a little bit to Thursday Domina really ratcheted things up. She had promised that I would receive 50 with the cane for the next 5 nights for cumming without permission (I was thankful as I felt I was getting off lite). Then I failed to send her a picture of my panties as I am required when she does not see them in the mornings (+50) and I couldn't send it right away after she ordered me too (+50).

150 strokes and I had only taken one caning the night before in the last 6 months. Needless to say Domina had me restrained over the chair in her bedroom and my ass and the back of my thighs looked like one big bruised welt. (I had my panties stuffed in my mouth for good measure). I also got 50 the very next night on top of it.

But Sunday night. I cleaned up and shaved and came out of the bathroom...and Domina looked fantastic. In a lace and leather teddy with her hair tied tight in a pony tail standing in black, 5" heels. I fell to my knees, kissing her feet enthusiastically. She immediately launched into working on her positions for me. Attention, Inspection, Kneeling Inspection (my favorite since it requires me to bend over and spread my ass cheeks for her) and Greeting. I'm sure she's kept the list short as she doesn't believe I can handle more right now.

Domina then completely cleaned my ass by shaving it hairless and cleaning me out with an enema. At least I was able to use the toilet and not shit in a bucket (though I'm sure that's coming). She proceeded to beat my ass with the paddle and then caned it mercilessly. It burned as it had already been bruised and battered. I was restrained with the wrist cuffs and just bent over standing and latched to the ankle cuffs for this.

She then had me on my back and gave me her special treat for the rest of the evening, she took out the big butt plug, lubed it up and slid it in my ass. Thankfully she was slow with it. After she pushed it in she crawled on top and sat on my face while slapping my balls with her crop. Oh how I've needed this training! She then beat me with the paddle more with the butt plus still in my ass.

Finally Domina allowed me to lick her pussy and make her cum! And oh how I ate her cum! It was amazing having the butt plug in while bringing her to climax, I hope to be able to take bigger and bigger things in my ass for her!

She had me remove the plug and then made me sleep at the foot of her bed. I love my Domina and can't wait to be in her dungeon again and continue my training!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

I almost made it to six weeks....

Last night Domina unlocked her cock. Her cock had been in chastity for a week straight and as I said, I hadn't cum in almost six weeks. I was afraid the moment she unlocked it.


It was instantly hard as I cleaned it for her. And then she ordered me to eat her pussy and make her cum. Which I of course relsihed and licked her as well as I could. Her cock was stiff and I was sure if I rubbed it against the bed too much I would cum without control. And then she came. Hard.

"Now. Stick my cock in me pet," she purred. I whimpered. "I want to be fucked. DO.IT." I relented and put it inside her. It was...electric. The pleasure shot through me like a bolt. It was too much but I didn't want to disappoint her! I tried but couldn't even get enough for a real thrust. I pulled out whimpering. I wasn't even inside her when she siad "fucking useless pet. 6 more weeks!" And that was it. The feel of her pussy, the sound of her stern voice...I started to cum. I couldn't squeeze hard enough to hold it back. "Fine. Put it inside me pet." And I put it inside her sobbing. Oh god was it magnificient but I absolutely hated it. I was almost in real tears. I didn't want it like that. I wanted to to do it on her orders, I wanted to not cum for as long as she desired. I wanted her to take her cock out for beatings after I'd not cum for weeks because it pleases her.

I didn't want it that way. Now, I have no idea how long it will before she lets her cock cum again. I'm sure she won't be letting it inside her anytime soon.



At least not without a cock sheath of some sort. I know she's been coveting one...

Thursday, July 8, 2010

GULP!

Domina loves to groom her pet. To a point. She loves to make me lay across her lap an use tweezers to make sure I look presentable- on my ears, eyebrows, neck, etc. I still have to take care of most the grooming such as shaving. One thing I have to to take care of as she disdains it the "butt tuft". I am not a hairy person but I have a tuft of hair that grows at the very point of the small of my back at the beginning of the crack of my butt. The butt tuft. I had neglected this and after having me lay across the bed while she beat my ass Domina obviously noticed.

"Get me some scissors pet," she ordered. I didn't know where any were so I bounded donwstairs to search and thankfully found some quickly. She proceeded to have my lie down on my stomach again and swiftly trimmed it up while admonishing me for it.

"On your knees slut. Open your mouth," she commanded. I did. And was greeted with a mouthful of my own asshair.....

I was eating my asshair. I begged Domina to wash my mouth out- "NO. But you can wash it down with some water."


Which I did- GULP!

I won't forget again!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Another word on serving my Domina

I am hoping this happens much more often, but I was able to be home before Domina yesterday and was very happy for it. I enjoyed so much checking in with her and getting her direction while she was at work. I moved the dishes along, picked up around the house, played with our son while waiting on Domina. I was able to greet her and take her bag and other items (I even got to open the door for her ). She got to go right to the living room and sit down and talk with our son while I sat at her feet and massaged them! Later on in the night I got to curl up naked at the foot of her bed while she rubbed my head with her feet. <3

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Wow. We're still so busy and it's been how long since I was allowed to cum?

So I expected to be updating much more than this but obviously life is still not allowing it. We have still been struggling with being in our lifestyle and getting things together in our new home. I've been dealing with securing a new job and thankfully that has worked out.

Domina was very aggressive with the nightly spankings at first but unfortunately that has waned. I am trying to help her deal with her stress and take the load off of her by doing all the domestic chores as much as possible- which she expects of her pet. It is getting better as last night showed.

Domina had me bent over a chair with my wrist cuffs clamped together and wailed away with her hairbrush. It had been awhile since I'd had a beating and I was doing some wailing of a different sort. I so wanted her to continue as I know it can be therapeutic for her.

The one aspect that Domina has not relented in is controlling her cock. I haven't cum since June 3rd, more than a month now. This is longer than I can ever remember going without orgasm and I am struggling mightily. As with all aspects of submission I enjoy the suffering but truly wish to cum. At this point I would gladly do ANYTHING for Domina if I was allowed to cum. :( I have been wearing the chastity for Domina most of the time. She unlocks it only when I take our son swimming or for her own purposes. Which is to say to stroke her cock as a form of torture.

Hopefully I will have some more colorful things to post about soon!!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Weekend away

Our son is staying with family for a couple of weeks which is also why we picked this time to reboot our lifestyle. We took a road trip to a casino (not vegas unfortunately) and took along the toys that Domina wanted.

This included a couple of butt plugs that I had inserted for her over video chat for her before as well as the paddle and her crops. Domina was tenuous with beating me for fear that her pussy-boy would make too much noise even with the ball gag in. Instead she had me stroke her pussy (OMG SO HAPPY!) until she came but when she did she clamped her nails down on my balls as she did. Since her cock was straining against the chastity it made for an unreal sensation!!! After she came she had me lie on the bed and start to insert the butt plugs. I REALLY wanted her to do this but she wanted to watch while I did it. I don't know how big the larger one is but it is always a challenge to get in. It took me just a couple of minutes to get it in for her though, I was very excited to do it in front of her instead of over the intarwebz :D!!! I absolutely LOVED fucking my ass for her with the bigger butt plug, I was in painful ecstasy!!!! I would have fucked my ass for her all night long. She let me sleep in her bed because I did such a good job for her! I <3 my Domina!!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

FINALLY!! I GET MY DOMINA BACK!!

Whew!

It has been sooooo long. We obviously have been in involved in serious life movement. And I do mean MOVEment. New City. New State. It's been a long, long road and we still have more to do with the move. But thankfully Domina has decided we needed to be back into our lifestyle and I couldn't agree MORE!!!

We did do some things over the last few months but nothing 24/7 like we wanted. We were even apart for extended periods. We did some things over video chat which I enjoyed very much (and hope we expand on) but it was never what we completely needed.

Last night we began anew and there are some changes involved. We started by reviewing Domina's rules for her pet. The biggest change is that I will be wearing a chastity device for Domina. I will hope to add pictures soon. Also Domina has determined that with my behavior over the last few months that I do not deserve to wear her slave collar and I will wear an interim collar until I prove myself under her training. I will be trying my best to please her!!

Domina had her wooden paddle and her two crops out for her pet last night. After we reviewed the rules she had me bent over the bed and and reiterated that my nightly spanking will be done with the paddle at the very least from now on. I was not prepared for the amount of strokes she gave me since it had been so long since I'd taken much pain at all. I am happy Domina is determined to train her pet! She berated me for getting hard and letting her cock drool without permission and gave it a few good whacks with the smaller-headed crop. Obviously that won't be much of a problem after Domina locks her cock up soon. She also wanted to fuck her cock and backed her wonderful pussy down her aching cock. "You may cum pet, but you will pull out and cum on my asshole." she purrred. "Enjoy it because it will be your last orgasm for sometime. I haven't decided how long of course." I was definitely afraid of pulling out and cumming but I had no choice. Domina's pussy felt soooooooooo good. I came. Hard and long.

And then she ordered what I dreaded- "Now pet. Clean it up."

I was very tentative. Not that I don't want to eat cum for my Domina, I just wasn't expecting it this soon. :(

"That's not very enthusiastic pet. You better get used to the taste of cum" Domina stated.

I know she wasn't talking about only the taste of my cum. I can't wait what the future will bring as we continue our lifestlye......

Monday, January 18, 2010

UPDATE

I know I said the changes in our lives would be long-term and I meant it. Hopefully we are in our new home soon and able to continue our lifestyle. It has been a long, difficult few months. We are aching to be back. I hope all who have subscribed will still be here!