Sometimes begging works

I begged. I begged long and hard to not have to spend last night in the cage. I don't know if Domina was just feeling lenient but I was allowed to sleep with her. Sleeping on the plastic tray was so uncomfortable I thanked Domina so much dfor this privilege last night. After beating my bruised ass for my nightly beating, She wrapped her leash around the head of the bed and attached it to my collar so I had limited movement. This turned her own enough that she fucked herself with her vibrator while I was inches away and couldn't touch her and I was not allowed to touch her cock. I know she enjoyed it so. She did declare that I would be spending another night in the cage this week, at her whim. I will beg again tonight and hope she is feeling generous. With the holiday coming up I will likely be subjected to more strenuous punishment Thursday night this week. Hopefully I can sleep in her bed until then.

Punishment begins

It did not last terribly long, but it was intense, and it has just begun according to Domina. This is the punishment for cumming without permission, Domina is determined to train her cock.

She decided we would do tonights all in the beroom. First, I was inspected as usual, my chest I was allowed a pass on as I have had some irritation lately and had asked permission earlier to let it recover. Domina's balls did not pass however and I was immediately given 20 with the crop across my ass for this. Next Domina used the black rope to tightly bind her cock and balls. She loops the rope around my waist and up my ass so she can pull it as tight as possible. Her cock stands out straight and purple, and she loves it. She always giggles evily when it is tied up like this. I had PAIN TOY written across my ass in Sharpie as she does love to label for what she wants to do to me. Domina applied the wrist and ankle cuffs and ordered me to bend over the small wooden chair as she brought the bit-gag around my mouth, she knew I would need it. She started with the crop as a warm up and gave me quite a few and moved into the spatula. After a few strokes she asked "How many is that pet?" I paused. I hadn't been counting. "You don't know do you?" she stated more than asked. "No Domina," I whispered. "Oh well, we'll just start at one," she sang happily. The best part is when she was done beating me with the spatula, she never even asked how many, but it was a little over 100 times.

I was then ordered to my knees and to place my hands back and plant my face on the floor. She clasped my ankle and wrist cuffs together, placed one of the strands of four clothes pins on my chest and nipples, pushed me to the floor and put her foot on my face. "Keep your face on the floor fuck toy." she ordered. "These will stay on your balls for awhile," she laughed as she attached the other strand of 4 clothespins to my balls. I can't recall if she beat me more with the spatula or the crop but it was one of the two and then she moved to grab a cane.

After a few whacks and yelps from me she stated "I'll remove one clothespin after 20 strokes. Get ready and count them." These were hard to take (bent over like this the beatings hurt more as the flesh is more stretched out and a little less cushion there) and I certainly wasn't quiet, I was biting the bit quite hard. I was admonished and given some extra strokes a couple times for moving around too much which put the count of cane strokes well over 100. Domina was not finished beating my ass and pulled down the wood paddle. "Your night is not over yet Pain Toy, " she purred. "COUNT", she ordered and the paddle slammed home, 20, and again, 40, 50. Pause. SLAM, 60, 70, 90 100, 120. Finally Domina stopped. "On your knees!" As I raised she ripped the clothespins off my chest, I had forgotten about them and I yelped in pain. She laughed.

She sat in the chair and had me waddle over in my restrainsts. And began to whip the crop over the tip of her cock. Each time sets of ten that I had to count. Over and over and over. I don't know how many times, but I assume we got to 100. I was biting the bit soooo hard.

As I kneeled there whimpering she said "Now pet, you'll see that I have removed the doggie pillow from the cage to leave only the hard plastic tray. This is how you will be sleeping tonight, to help you remember to control my cock, on the hard plastic. Maybe you can earn the doggie pillow back. But you know what the tray is for don't you pet? Get in the cage." She locked me in after removing my cuffs and had me as close to one side as possible as she slid her panties off and stepped up on the chair and effectively squatted over me. I was waiting in great anticipation as she released her self on me. I know she enjoyed it immensely as she ordered me to piss on myself as well and watched intently. "You can wallow in that for a minute or two and then you will clean it up, shower yourself off and then I'll lock you back in for the night pet, " she stated.

And I have not had as uncomfortable night as that before. Domina's cock was throbbing, my ass was stinging and I had to sleep on the hard plastic. I want desperately to control Domina's cock for her. And as she said, this was only the beginning of my punishment...

Quiet until tonight

Domina and I have been very busy with life these past few days into the weekend. I have been allowed to sleep with her the last few nights but tonight will be an extended punishment session. I will of course be recounting it here tomorrow. It seems it may have a lot to do with the cage....

I.Have.No.Resolve

Being Domina's pet is extremely stimulating. Too stimulating, but I'll get to that in a moment. Last night Domina desired to try and fuck her cock again. I did last a little bit longer, but not nearly enough for her. She did allow me to make her cum with my mouth and lick her pussy! I was so excited! It did nothing to dissuade her from having me sleep in the cage again :(. I tried begging to no avail and this time it was all night. All night.

A note on sleeping in the cage: I can fit in the cage fine...as long as my legs are bent. So I have to sleep curled up like this and I have enough room to shift from side to side but my legs are always bent. By the time morning rolls around I desperately hope I do not wake up too much early than Domina as this is when it is most uncomfortable. By morning I am desperate to stretch my legs out but I cannot. I also hope I don't wake too early and have to pee as I will not risk waking Domina to ask permission. She would be quite angry if I woke her. Quite angry.

So, I slept all night in the cage and today Domina was not feeling well and worked from home. Sometime in the morning I came upstairs and she desired to pet me and allowed me to lay next to her. She began stroking her cock some and it felt so wonderful. Here is where my lack of any resolve comes in. I couldn't even control myself with her hand stroking her cock and I came. She was livid. I got beat with the spatula right there and now I am awaiting even greater punishment. I really don't know how to control the orgasm after not cumming for days. I've tried clinching and breathing. I just have to try harder for Domina.

I fear what will come from this. I know that I'll at least be in the cage again.

Back in the cage....

Last night Domina again wished to fuck her cock. Or at least try. I still have no control, certainly after not cumming for days. I wish so much to be able to have the stamina to at least last a few minutes for her but I am quite pitiful when it comes to being inside her. :( She had on very sexy lingerie and had her leash on my collar, holding it while she slid herself on her cock.

I lasted all of a few seconds.

She was quite angry and declared right then that I would be sleeping in the cage the next two nights. I begged and begged to no avail. She did allow me to aid in her orgasm by pleasuring her breasts. She does enjoy making me watch her cum but I know she wants to fuck her cock. She keeps threatening to bring in another cock that can actually satisfy her. I would of course be locked in the cage and forced to watch. I certainly don't wish this but I would endure it for her. I want nothing but her pleasure!

While helping her cum I thought of trying to prolong it in some way briefly, But I knew it was only a selfish thought to keep from going in the cage as long as possible so I of course did not act on the thoughts. I feel badly for even having them. :(

I reluctantly crawled to the cage last night and begged and begged not to go in but it only angered Domina and she kicked me a few times on my way in. I spent most of the night there but luckily Domina got restless and let me out as she wished to feel me next to her in my collar. I know thought that I will be back in tonight...

Getting back into it

Even though I wore the panties for Domina all weekend we couldn't really be in our comfort zone around others so much and being with our son in a hotel room. We had a good time of course but we were glad to be back

Last night I spent much of the evening sitting on Domina's lap in my panties and collar. She stroked her cock for a good 5 minutes solid too. I make a good lap dog for her! It also meant I got to share her bed last night as well. After I got my nightly beating worth of three nights in all at once. She certainly missed giving them to me. I am so happy to be in my collar and at her feet again. Also, it's been four days since she has allowed her pet to cum. I have no idea how long it will be this time, though I am still waiting to see what my punishment will be for cumming without permission the last time.

My place this week: end of the bed

As I expected I've been sleeping at Domina's feet in my collar and panties at the end of the bed all week. I am VERY thankful I haven't been back in the cage which I know I deserve. Domina went shopping tonight while I cared for our son. Lingerie shopping...for me. She bought a handful of new outrageous panty-boy panties for our trip this weekend. I can't wait to wear them for her! One pair is even crotchless so I will have no hope of containing anything. I'll have to do a fashion show for her, maybe she'll take pics!

A lull in the action

Domina and I had a weekend where, unfortunately we had to suspend our lifestyle activities. As I have said we are learning together how to integrate this into our lives and sometimes it is a real challenge. This weekend life interfered too much and we let ourselves slip out of it. We have talked extensively about this and how we can stay in our new found relationship. We will be put to the challenge again as we travel out of town this weekend with our son and another family. Our goal is to stay in it completely as we feel more connected and together when she is the Domina. The last couple of nights have consisted of us discussing things and getting back into groove so to speak. I have received nightly beatings and we are back on our way.

That being said I need to update on what happened Thursday night...

Epic fail. That is only how I can describe what happened. Domina was already being generous with herself and allowing me to aid in her orgasm again while she pleasured herself. But again, Domina wished to fuck her cock....I am worthless to her in this way as I once again could not handle the absolute joy of being inside her and came again without permission. She was pissed to say the least. She drug me off the bed and immediately threw me in the cage. I said nothing as there was nothing I could say. I failed her. Again. Even though we had our issues over the weekend I know I will still be punished very severely for last week. I know Domina has been doing research so I cannot imagine what will happen, it will only make it worse that I know the bulk of it won't come this weekend either. She may have something clever planned while we're out of town. I am trying to make up for it but work is getting im the way as well, another excuse I know she won't accept.

cumming without permission. Again. :(

Tuesday night. I hadn't posted this yet as I was very ashamed. The night started off shaky as Domina wished to fuck her cock. I had cum two days prior however my stamina was nowhere to be found and I could not last long. Domina was disappointed and ordered me to sleep at the end of the bed. I begged and begged Domina to allow me to please her and she let me lick her pussy until she came. It was glorious as I hadn't been allowed to lick Domina's pussy in some time. I was then ordered to the end of the bed as Domina went to sleep.

Halfway through the night my downfall was sealed. Domina awoke and grabbed me by my collar to her. "I want my cock inside me slave", she ordered. It felt extremely good. Oh god it felt too good. I tried to stop it. I grabbed Domina's cock and squeezed hard but it was too late. She let me put it inside her and fuck her as I came and she was laughing at me while it happened. "Pitiful slave. Pitiful". Then she shoved me to the end of the bed letting me know my punishment would be severe.

I still do not know what my punishment will be. I was at least allowed to aid Domina in her orgasm last night and sleep at Domina's feet (I fully expected to be in the cage all week) but she has not touched her cock since. I am waiting in fear as to what my punishment will be this weekend...

A quiet night

I know I pleased Domina on Sunday night because last night was much more subdued. I got to sitt on Domina's lap while she watched TV! I love this so much as she pets and plays with me at her leisure. It is quite nice. I was even allowed to sleep next to her for the second night on a row. I tried to make sure I accomplished all my chores during the day since I was working from home and I hope that contributed to her generous mood. I can only hope I continue to please Domina this week.

Sunday night: pet gets to cum!! But there's always a price..

First, the weekend was pretty busy with friends and family so Domina was not able to spend much time on her pet Friday and Saturday. Saturday she had planned on working on my training however she was not feeling well and I just tried to serve her as best I could.

Sunday, she made up for it (for herself of course). It wasn't a long session but it was rather intense. There weren't any specific things for which I was being punished, simply Domina training her pet how she wishes. This night we were only in the bedroom. The first part was actually my favorite part as it was something we hadn't really done before to this extent. I was bent over a chair backwards, grabbing the legs of the chair. I had the cuffs on and Domina latched my wrists together so I could not pull up. She started beating my ass then, I know she used the crop, and the spatula, there may have been other things but I could not see and she eventually shoved the ball gag in my mouth to stifle me. I wished I could have taken more beating for Domina in this position but she stopped and ordered me to spread my legs. She was going to shave my ass. After that she cleaned me out but with a twist. After she emptied the enema bottle into me she proceeded to sit on my face. I love when Domina tortures me in this way and the mix of focusing on keeping my bowels in while not being able to breathe was quite heady. Domina loved it as well since she went right to her vibrator while I relieved myself. After I finished my cold shower (I hoped my shrieks helped turn Domina on even more) she ordered me to please her tits to make sure she came quickly. She did and I was sooo happy for her! Domina shoved me back to the floor as soon as she came. Then my wrists were chained to the head of the bed while I was on my knees. I could hear Domina strapping on her cock getting ready to fuck my ass. She climbed on top of me and shoved it in quickly. I yelped away in pain and was ashamed I could not take it quickly enough for her. Domina just laughed and slid it in more slowly. It felt wonderful for Domina to have me chained to the bed while she fucked and fucked and fucked my ass. I know it please her when I am her asswhore!! She decided she was finished and ordered me to the bathtub. I was allowed to piss on myself while Domina stood over me and pissed all over my face. I love taking this for her! Finally, Domina ordered me to clean myself again and announced that I would be allowed to cum! I was soooooo excited!!!

When I had dried myself and emerged from the bathroom she was on the bed on all fours. "I want you to come on my ass slave. DO IT!!" I had to rub her cock all over her ass, and she even let me fuck her pussy for a little, and then I came all over her ass. It had been two weeks and it felt wonderful! It is always tempered however since I knew what would happen next.

"Clean it up slave." Domina purred. "You know how I mean so get to it."

I got down on my hands and knees and proceeded to lick the cum off of Domina's ass. I know if I do it enthusiastically enough I could be rewarded by sharing Domina's bed. I sucked and licked her ass as well as I could. I was able to sleep next to Domina all night as I had pleased her greatly! I hope I continue this as she continues my training.

pet's new "bed"

Domina enjoyed the lingerie I wore for her yesterday. I had to run to the store yesterday morning and of course I had to wear the lingerie under my clothes. It felt incredibly sexy and I reveled in it. The feeling of the stockings under my jeans made Domina's cock hard. I am truly ashamed as I am most certainly Domina's panty boy. To make sure Domina knew I was wearing the lingerie I had to take pictures baring some of while in the store. I think she enjoyed that greatly.

Also last evening we went shopping for the next part of my punishment for not sleeping at the end of Domina's bed...at the pet store. She picked out a 42" dog cage that would be big enough to hold me. (I am only 5'7" and right now weigh about 150 lbs) I was incredibly ashamed...and incredibly turned on. I had to go back out after putting our son to bed and purchase it and set it up. I was given permission to go out last night but before Domina wanted to see me naked in the cage. Her cock betrayed me as it was rock hard being in the cage. This is also because the cage pleased Domina immensely, she loves it. Of course last night I had to sleep in the cage, I at least already had a pet pillow on which to sleep. I fit snugly in my cage and I am happy that Domina would put this kind of thought into my training as her pet. (Again, luckily, the house was cold and Domina retrieved her pet in the night to warm her bed. Thank you again Domina!)

More Punishment

Last night Domina punished me for not going back to the foot of the bed the night before. She decided to chain me to the wall with the nipple clamps on and bungee me down while I received a total of 150 strokes to my ass- 50 with her crop, 50 with the stinger whip and 50 with the long wooden paddle. I was surprised I did not receive more however Domina stated my punishment for this was not over. We would be going out to purchase something else to continue my punishment. Then Domina wished to do some lifestyle reading an research during which I was to stand in the corner....with a set of four clothespins attached 2 to my balls and 2 to Domina's cock. She would read for 20 minutes and would remove one every 5 minutes. I left the one attached to the flesh at the base of the head of her cock to show her I would leave the most painful to last. We also worked on coming up with a schedule for me when I work from home. At the end of the night I was also given my nightly beating with her hair brush (she found it!) and the spatula. I curled up at her feet for the night. (Luckily though the it was unusually chilly and Domina was cold and allowed me to get under the cover to warm her! I was soo lucky!! THANK YOU DOMINA!!!!!)

Today, for not sending her a picture yesterday, I had to pick out a full lingerie outfit to wear all day and send Domina pics. I picked a nice pink corset, my pink butterfly panties and thigh high stockings. maybe some point I will be able to upload photos with Domina's permission...

Should have been a normal night...

And it was at first. Nothing extremely interesting was happening as Domina and I had spent most of the night discussing a significant life changing event that is happening. I was given my nightly beating, which has now become to be delivered by her plastic spatula as her wooden hair brush has gone missing. She climbed under the covers and I curled up at her feet. During the night we heard our son get out of bed and I quickly got u p and under the covers as I forgot to lock the door. Turned out he was only using the bathroom and went straight back to bed. Unfortunately I fell back asleep without going back to Domina's feet. She whispered in my ear this morning that obviously my transgression did not go unoticed and I would be punished for it. Severly, as she had told me explicitly I was to be at her feet for three nights in a row, no ifs, ands or buts. I also forgot to send Domina a pic which she likes to see everyday when she is at work. My punishment for the night increased because of it. So I have been working at home, wondering what deviltry Domina has planned for me tonight. The waiting is tortuous enough...

A new week with Domina!

Sunday was full of family time and Domina did not feel the need to play with her pet, though I did get my nightly spanking across my bruised ass. Domina does indeed enjoy seeing the bruises. I did beg VERY hard for Domina to allow me to sleep in the bed with her. She eventually acquiesced- at a price. If she let me share her bed, under the covers, next to her I would be sleeping at the foot of her bed for the next three nights. No way to win her favor, no way to earn my way in. Three nights. I whimpered but accepted as I so wanted to be next to her.

Monday I worked from home and was able to sit in my collar and panties all day. Domina certainly enjoyed her daily pic of her cock and panties with the bruises that she had raised. She loves the deep shades of purple her cock turns after she has beaten it. Monday night Domina warned that her cock had better shape up or she may get another to please her. She said she would make me watch as she fucked another and after she came all over his cock she would make me eat her pussy while she sat on my face. I told Domina that I would do whatever she pleased but I would be ashamed that her cock would not please her. I also wondered quietly whether or not the cock she came on would have come inside her when she sat on my face...I would do it for Domina. I sat later at Domina's feet while we finished a movie and then she decided she needed to cum. I was to stroke her cock and aid in her orgasm and again watch as she came on her dildo, it is soooo frustrating as I want to touch her more. She actually ordered me to stick my finger in her ass while she came! What an honor, I was soo happy! I want her to touch me more. And then she decided to slide her wet pussy onto her cock after I had been forced to stroke it with luve and it was rock hard from having my finger in her ass. I lasted as long as I could and Domina laughed at my struggles. I am pitiful. And I finished the night by curling up at her feet at the end of the bed. Her cock was still hard.