Last night, Domina gave me a real taste of my deserved punishment. This was all for cumming without permission earlier in the week. First I had to clean up a bit, pick up her bedroom and put away laundry. I had to collect the items Domina required and place them appropraitely- bedroom, basement living area and her oubliette. First, as I had not shaved my ass to her satisfaction, she had me bent over on the floor on all fours to shave my ass. Next, she cleaned her pet out with an enema and, as always, I had to hold it in and when I felt I could hold it no longer (min of 5 mins) I had to releave myself in front of her in my bucket, I am often not allowed to use the toilet. After I cleaned myself with a cold shower, Domina likes to hear my squeals from the cold water, I was lead by leash to the basement. Domina tied up my cock and balls and applied the cuffs and then to the oubliette wall. Face first I was chained by the cuffs and then secured completely with bungee cords. A very shrewed way to make sure I cannot move. Tonight she used a ball gag to stifle my whining.
Domina loves to label her pet to her desires and tonight she wrote ASS WHORE across my ass in shrpie. Then the beating began. I don't recall how many, there was too much too count which of course meant I took more. She started with a small but painful flat spatula she has adopted soley for spanking and then went to her canes. I think she used them all, she has a handful in various sizes. The ones across the tops of my thighs are always the hardest. Then she used the real paddle. The long, thick wooden paddle- her favorite. I wish I could remember how many I took but she beat me until her arm was too tired. Maybe 100 strikes? Then she turned me around.
Domina reminded me again that she was beating her cock to make sure I could remember not to cum without permission. She loves to start these with her small headed crop, just the right size for smacking across her cock. By the time she moved to the cane I was whimpering loudly. A few strikes across her cock with the cane she was done with my noises. If I was not quieter she would beat me more. It's surprsing how much of an affect this can have, my jaw certainly was sore the next day as I bit down on the ball to endure the caning of Domina's cock.
When she finished with this I was removed from the wall, cuffs still on, and moved to the living area where I had placed a towel, lube and Domina's strap on. Thankfully this a 6 inch cock though Domina has threatened to by a larger one, I'm sure she will surprise me with it at some point. I of course needed to lube Domina's strap on and was forced to suck it. If I do not worship her strap on cock properly things would only get worse and I sucked it as best I could. Next she latched my arm cuffs to my ankle cuffs and guided her lubed cock into my ass. This is when Domina expects me to be her good little ass whore. She likes to simply fuck me and then make me fuck her. Again, I must perform well and I fuck her cock like a good little ass whore! I love to slide my ass up and down her cock for her. I know it pleasures her to watch me ride it! She loves it sooo much and eventually I get so tired, my head is pressed to the carpet with my hands latched behind me, and this is when she revels in fucking me silly. She did this for 30 minutes I think. I took it long and hard for her.
Finally Domina was finished with me and I picked up and cleaned up all her toys while she rested. I thought she had more punishment to give me but she was finished with me. Luckily I pleased her enough that I was able to sleep close to her!
I worked hard this morning when we got up and did house work for her in my collar and panties while she read the paper (our son was staying overnight with his grandparents). I do so love being able to serve Domina!
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
A taste of punishment
Last night Domina gave me only a taste of my punishments to come for this evening. I have failed and disappointed her all week and now I am to receive my reprimands. I was surprised how light it seemed but I know she was just warming up for tonight. I was whipped with her stinger, a plastic whip with "barbs" and her smallest cane. I also had to hold clothespins on her cock as well as rip them off myself (I would much rather Domina do this) and take the nipple clamps for an extended period. I also needed to clean her shoes repeatedly. I again was allowed to sleep at her feet for which I was very thankful!
Today we did not do much as it was more of family time. I know tonight will be a much larger challenge as I am cleansed of my transgressions. I hope I perform well for my beloved Domina.
Today we did not do much as it was more of family time. I know tonight will be a much larger challenge as I am cleansed of my transgressions. I hope I perform well for my beloved Domina.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I am including yesterday's post and then today's as I will be posting directly to here from now on:
5/28/09
Last night Domina was still disappointed in her pet. I was out with an approved outing with friends and when I got back she did not give her pet much attention, not that it was deserved. I received my nightly spanking and was chastised again for failing her. I was allowed to sleep in Domina’s bed, in case she wanted to pleasure herself on her cock, but I was not allowed to sleep close to her. This was almost worse than having to sleep on my pet bed or at the foot of the bed. Domina never touched her pet. L
I had to travel for work today and was not around Domina at all during the day, I’m sure she was fine with this with my failures, though I was to check in with her before being allowed to have lunch. When I did, Domina informed me she would not be touching her cock this week or the next. I was crestfallen. However at lunch I was to stroke her cock for five minutes in the bathroom stall. I, of course, sent her a picture of her cock showing my panties as she expects.
As I sit at Domina’s feet as she watches TV I expect she will not touch her pet again tonight. I can only hope to be allowed to help her pleasure herself in some way.
5/29/09
Domina continues to be displeased with me. I was only to work on the blog last night after she gave me my nightly spanking over her knee. I so wanted her to continue so that I could stay in contact with her but it was short. I was told to work on the blog and then to sleep at the foot of her bed. I was at least happy to be at her feet in my collar.
I was working from home and able to be in my collar and panties all day today. Now I am awaiting some of my punishments for my failures this week. I can only hope I take them to her satisfaction and she rewards me with her touch.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I started documenting this week before Domina decided I should put this online as a blog. These are the first two days, I will post more but this is a start. This week started well, but has not ended well...
5/26/09
I love it when Domina plays with me during the week! Well. Makes me play with myself while she pleasures herself in this case. Of course Domina had more planned last night but after she administered her reminder of my service and responsibilities and then I was too slow trying to assemble her new equipment cabinet she was upset with me. All I was allowed to do was clean myself out with an enema, relieve myself in front of her in my bucket and then fuck myself while Domina masturbated. She wanted to see me fuck myself silly with the “big, red jelly dong” while she fantasized another well endowed boy was fucking me in the ass. I had to get it in quickly and fuck myself over and over thinking about another man’s cock in my ass while she watched I really got into it for Domina. (I know if I didn’t and help her cum I would likely be sleeping on my pet bed with the dildo in my ass the rest of the night.) I was eventually yelling things like “Please make me your bitch!”, “Fuck my dirty ass, SHOVE IT IN!”, “Please fuck me hard for my Domina!” and “CUM IN MY ASS PLEASE CUM IN MY ASS!!!” I am ashamed to admit that I liked the fantasy a lot. I would love to have my ass fucked for my Domina!
I was happy that I pleased my Domina. She came and I got to sleep in the bed under the covers with her. I was sooo happy! :D
I’ve been working from home today and been able to be in my collar and panties for Domain all day! She was able to come home from work after her dental appointment and I was also given the honor of greeting her properly on my knees. I don’t get to do this often and I cherish it every opportunity.
5/27/09
Last night was not as joyful for Domina’s pet. I finished Domina’s new cabinet and organized it to her satisfaction. Then she wished to stroke her cock.
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She stroked her cock for a bit and then she wished to cum. I was to stroke her cock while assisting in her orgasm by sucking and biting her nipples. This part I did well, she came at least. After she was finished she wished to stroke her cock more with lube. I…tried VERY hard but it had been nine days since pet’s last orgasm and her touch felt sooooo good. She tried to squeeze her cock and keep it in but I could not control it. I came. :( :( :( It was not enjoyable as I tried to keep it in and she would not stroke her cock to make it pleasurable. I did not deserve it of course.
Domina was extremely disappointed in her pet. Rightfully so. :( Because of this Domina would not let me share her bed and her pet slept on the pet bed.
Domina did not pay attention to her pet for most of the day, she was busy but I know it was also because I disappointed her. Her pet was allowed to go out with friends for a planned night out; I believe permission was granted because she did not want me around. I can only hope to make it up to her some how. I know my punishment will be severe and I fear I will not cum again for sometime. I must be able to control her cock so she may do with it as she pleases.
5/26/09
I love it when Domina plays with me during the week! Well. Makes me play with myself while she pleasures herself in this case. Of course Domina had more planned last night but after she administered her reminder of my service and responsibilities and then I was too slow trying to assemble her new equipment cabinet she was upset with me. All I was allowed to do was clean myself out with an enema, relieve myself in front of her in my bucket and then fuck myself while Domina masturbated. She wanted to see me fuck myself silly with the “big, red jelly dong” while she fantasized another well endowed boy was fucking me in the ass. I had to get it in quickly and fuck myself over and over thinking about another man’s cock in my ass while she watched I really got into it for Domina. (I know if I didn’t and help her cum I would likely be sleeping on my pet bed with the dildo in my ass the rest of the night.) I was eventually yelling things like “Please make me your bitch!”, “Fuck my dirty ass, SHOVE IT IN!”, “Please fuck me hard for my Domina!” and “CUM IN MY ASS PLEASE CUM IN MY ASS!!!” I am ashamed to admit that I liked the fantasy a lot. I would love to have my ass fucked for my Domina!
I was happy that I pleased my Domina. She came and I got to sleep in the bed under the covers with her. I was sooo happy! :D
I’ve been working from home today and been able to be in my collar and panties for Domain all day! She was able to come home from work after her dental appointment and I was also given the honor of greeting her properly on my knees. I don’t get to do this often and I cherish it every opportunity.
5/27/09
Last night was not as joyful for Domina’s pet. I finished Domina’s new cabinet and organized it to her satisfaction. Then she wished to stroke her cock.
….
She stroked her cock for a bit and then she wished to cum. I was to stroke her cock while assisting in her orgasm by sucking and biting her nipples. This part I did well, she came at least. After she was finished she wished to stroke her cock more with lube. I…tried VERY hard but it had been nine days since pet’s last orgasm and her touch felt sooooo good. She tried to squeeze her cock and keep it in but I could not control it. I came. :( :( :( It was not enjoyable as I tried to keep it in and she would not stroke her cock to make it pleasurable. I did not deserve it of course.
Domina was extremely disappointed in her pet. Rightfully so. :( Because of this Domina would not let me share her bed and her pet slept on the pet bed.
Domina did not pay attention to her pet for most of the day, she was busy but I know it was also because I disappointed her. Her pet was allowed to go out with friends for a planned night out; I believe permission was granted because she did not want me around. I can only hope to make it up to her some how. I know my punishment will be severe and I fear I will not cum again for sometime. I must be able to control her cock so she may do with it as she pleases.
pet's Rules and Responsibilities
First post. There is no trepedation as this is what Domina requires. I am to blog daily, but I must post what is required of me:
Rules and Requirements for Domina’s pet:
Rules:
- Wear panties at all times, the pet is the Domnia’s panty boy and may not wear Men’s underwear
- Wear the collar whenever appropriate- This is any time the pet is alone with Domina in her home or when so told to put it on.
- NEVER touch Domina’s cock- the pet does not have a cock, it belongs to Domina and the pet is only to touch it when cleaning or pissing NEVER for pleasure unless told to do so.
- Always greet in proper position- In private the pet will greet Domina in the proper kneeling, head on the floor, at her feet position. In public, the pet will come to her and rest the pet’s head on hers in deference. The pet will always express how much the pet has missed Domina and worshipping at her feet.
- The pet is not allowed to sit on furniture. Pets DO NOT sit on furniture.
- NEVER make eye contact with Domina unless given permission. The pet is not worthy.
- DO NOT speak, unless spoken to or unless given permission to speak freely
- DO NOT touch Domina unless given permission
- The pet will be ready for its nightly spanking before Domina retires for the night
- The pet is not allowed in Domina’s bed without permission and must ask every night
- The pet must be properly groomed with shaved face, chest, cock and balls
- Update my pet journal daily and punishment log as needed
- The pet MUST request permission for the following:
Use the bathroom
Eat
Leave the house
*When applicable, these rules apply to all other Mistresses as so designated by Domina
Always have the following in the house:
- Wine- White, Domina’s favorite is Barefoot Pinot Grigio
- Enemas- only store generics, the pet does not need anything else
- Lube- Make sure plenty of lube is available
Tasks that must be done when appropriate:
- Cleaning all dildos
- Ensure all “toys” and equipment are put away in their proper places
- Hang Domina’s clothes up each day or night
Both Domina and I work and we have a wonderful son together. This simply makes meeting my requirements as her pet that more challenging and enjoyable.
Rules and Requirements for Domina’s pet:
Rules:
- Wear panties at all times, the pet is the Domnia’s panty boy and may not wear Men’s underwear
- Wear the collar whenever appropriate- This is any time the pet is alone with Domina in her home or when so told to put it on.
- NEVER touch Domina’s cock- the pet does not have a cock, it belongs to Domina and the pet is only to touch it when cleaning or pissing NEVER for pleasure unless told to do so.
- Always greet in proper position- In private the pet will greet Domina in the proper kneeling, head on the floor, at her feet position. In public, the pet will come to her and rest the pet’s head on hers in deference. The pet will always express how much the pet has missed Domina and worshipping at her feet.
- The pet is not allowed to sit on furniture. Pets DO NOT sit on furniture.
- NEVER make eye contact with Domina unless given permission. The pet is not worthy.
- DO NOT speak, unless spoken to or unless given permission to speak freely
- DO NOT touch Domina unless given permission
- The pet will be ready for its nightly spanking before Domina retires for the night
- The pet is not allowed in Domina’s bed without permission and must ask every night
- The pet must be properly groomed with shaved face, chest, cock and balls
- Update my pet journal daily and punishment log as needed
- The pet MUST request permission for the following:
Use the bathroom
Eat
Leave the house
*When applicable, these rules apply to all other Mistresses as so designated by Domina
Always have the following in the house:
- Wine- White, Domina’s favorite is Barefoot Pinot Grigio
- Enemas- only store generics, the pet does not need anything else
- Lube- Make sure plenty of lube is available
Tasks that must be done when appropriate:
- Cleaning all dildos
- Ensure all “toys” and equipment are put away in their proper places
- Hang Domina’s clothes up each day or night
Both Domina and I work and we have a wonderful son together. This simply makes meeting my requirements as her pet that more challenging and enjoyable.
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