FAILURE....again...

First I need to post the pics from our session a couple of weeks ago per Domina, before she gets too angry.

I've failed Domina again with orgasm. :(

She was training me again. A wonderful start. I had been traveling and I was back for the weekend for her first training session in a week. Again. And she was obviously horny. She wouldn't even let me clean up for her, "I expect you to be clean and shaven for me at anytime, pet". And she's right of course. She was dressed in all black, with a lace/leather teddy, no panties, stockings and calf-high boots. Devastatingly beautiful! She had her small-headed crop and was whacking away at me, chastising me. I was in different heels (that fit better!) and new panties that she had shopped for just that day. She quickly had me out of the heels and crawling in the cage....she'd been holding a special treat for me. As soon as she had me locked in, she was on top. straddling the cage. All I heard was, "Mmmmmm" and she let go.

It was a wonderful shower. She covered me in her piss, up and down my body, she'd been holding it for some time! Oh it felt incredible! I had to clean it up then wash myself off.

Next is when I failed her.

She had me my lying on the bed, and she straddled my face. She spent quite awhile smothering me and teasing her cock. It included clothespins on her balls which she would ceremoniously rip off while my mouth was suffocated by her pussy and my nose was smothered by her ass. It was so gloriously torturous! But then she wanted to be fucked.

:(

She ordered me to put on the cock sleeve, which is a more form fitting than the sheath. This takes me lubing up her cock and getting it on. I cried that I couldn't hold it, but she wanted it too badly. I had it on and was inside her......I tried to pull out and squueze it. But it was too late. 7 weeks of not cumming came crashing down on me.

I came. :(

It completely destroyed anything else Domina had planned. And destroyed our momentum. I was literally in tears this time. I was sobbing into my Domina. She allowed me to share her bed after this since she had been without a warm body for a week. I'm sure otherwise I's have been sleeping in the urine soaked cage.

At this point it is increasingly obvious to Domina that she cannot satisfy her need to deny her cock's orgasm and satisfy her need for fucking a real cock. I feel that I am a huge leap closer to being a cuckold. :(

Six weeks and our last training session!

Six week mark. I've made it to the six week mark again. Six weeks since Domina has allowed her cock to cum. It's a heady feeling. There is a constant, ever-present pressure in my groin. Especially with Domina teasing me or ordering me to stroke her cock and tease myself. I'm always thinking of her and what she wants to do with me which makes it a constant torture and challenge. I'm hoping that there will be no incidents and that I will continue my chastity for her for as long as she wishes. As I've said before, I'd rather her cock just stay locked up and not have to touch it. I know she won't stand for that. She'll have me release it since I am still traveling and have me stroke it to the breaking point (which takes all of about 30 seconds). And then she'll have me back for the weekend and the beatings will begin again.


There will be more this weekend. (And hopefully every weekend to come!)


This past weekend she had me in her dungeon once more. Wearing panties and a corset with high heels, she had "Panty Boy" written across my chest in lipstick. She had me strapped to the wall and beat her cock. She was reiterating her displeasure that I had forgotten my collar last week. By the end her cock was bleeding and bruised from her cane, though I keep expecting more. She also used the string of clothespins on my balls, which she yanked off and left drips of blood. She was very turned on by this. She beat my ass with whip, paddle and canes. Then she wrapped me in saran wrap, she'd not done this in some time, and had me waddle upstairs. Instead of allowing me to pleasure her, she wanted me writhing next to her while she fucked herself with her vibrator. She wanted me to get a taste of what it will be like being her cuckold. :( She came very hard thinking about this....and I was happy for her pleasure! Thankfully, she wanted me in her bed since I've been traveling so much and I was spared the cage again!

More Travel

Domina has not been happy with my traveling. Last weekend she took me to her dungeon for the first time in the new house! I will post pics that she took from from that encounter later. She simply beat me for having to do things she shouldn't have to do. She hasn't had the time to find any other slaves to take my place while I'm gone yet. I know when she does she will have me watch her over video chat being serviced.

I was traveling again this week and can only expect more of the same this weekend. This week she was particularly upset that I forgot my PET collar. She did have me bring high heels so that I can practice walking in them as her panty boy. I've had the chastity on for the most part but she again had me take it off and stroke her cock which, again, is a special kind of torture since it has been 5 weeks since her cock has cum. :( She'll also be pissed that I haven't been blogging as frequently as she wants due to how busy I have been with work.

Thankfully I was able to pleasure her last weekend with my tongue and hope to do so again. Thankfully she loves to have my tongue buried in her ass while she cums!

Travel

i've had to travel a lot for work lately. Domina has made sure i take the chastity with me in checked baggage. I can't risk wearing it through airport security. As well as packing only panties to wear. I had it on all this week until last when Domina wished to torture by making me stroke her cock while she masturbated. I also had nimple clamps which was much fun ! At this point though I'd rather b locked up 24/7 and have nothing to do with Domina's cock but that's why she does it. :) She was finished last night and ordered me to continue for 15 mins. I begged her no! and she replied no. now it was 20 mins.

I learned that lesson...I hope...


I truly hope to be in Domina's new dungeon this weekend!!!