FAILURE....again...

First I need to post the pics from our session a couple of weeks ago per Domina, before she gets too angry.

I've failed Domina again with orgasm. :(

She was training me again. A wonderful start. I had been traveling and I was back for the weekend for her first training session in a week. Again. And she was obviously horny. She wouldn't even let me clean up for her, "I expect you to be clean and shaven for me at anytime, pet". And she's right of course. She was dressed in all black, with a lace/leather teddy, no panties, stockings and calf-high boots. Devastatingly beautiful! She had her small-headed crop and was whacking away at me, chastising me. I was in different heels (that fit better!) and new panties that she had shopped for just that day. She quickly had me out of the heels and crawling in the cage....she'd been holding a special treat for me. As soon as she had me locked in, she was on top. straddling the cage. All I heard was, "Mmmmmm" and she let go.

It was a wonderful shower. She covered me in her piss, up and down my body, she'd been holding it for some time! Oh it felt incredible! I had to clean it up then wash myself off.

Next is when I failed her.

She had me my lying on the bed, and she straddled my face. She spent quite awhile smothering me and teasing her cock. It included clothespins on her balls which she would ceremoniously rip off while my mouth was suffocated by her pussy and my nose was smothered by her ass. It was so gloriously torturous! But then she wanted to be fucked.

:(

She ordered me to put on the cock sleeve, which is a more form fitting than the sheath. This takes me lubing up her cock and getting it on. I cried that I couldn't hold it, but she wanted it too badly. I had it on and was inside her......I tried to pull out and squueze it. But it was too late. 7 weeks of not cumming came crashing down on me.

I came. :(

It completely destroyed anything else Domina had planned. And destroyed our momentum. I was literally in tears this time. I was sobbing into my Domina. She allowed me to share her bed after this since she had been without a warm body for a week. I'm sure otherwise I's have been sleeping in the urine soaked cage.

At this point it is increasingly obvious to Domina that she cannot satisfy her need to deny her cock's orgasm and satisfy her need for fucking a real cock. I feel that I am a huge leap closer to being a cuckold. :(

Six weeks and our last training session!

Six week mark. I've made it to the six week mark again. Six weeks since Domina has allowed her cock to cum. It's a heady feeling. There is a constant, ever-present pressure in my groin. Especially with Domina teasing me or ordering me to stroke her cock and tease myself. I'm always thinking of her and what she wants to do with me which makes it a constant torture and challenge. I'm hoping that there will be no incidents and that I will continue my chastity for her for as long as she wishes. As I've said before, I'd rather her cock just stay locked up and not have to touch it. I know she won't stand for that. She'll have me release it since I am still traveling and have me stroke it to the breaking point (which takes all of about 30 seconds). And then she'll have me back for the weekend and the beatings will begin again.


There will be more this weekend. (And hopefully every weekend to come!)


This past weekend she had me in her dungeon once more. Wearing panties and a corset with high heels, she had "Panty Boy" written across my chest in lipstick. She had me strapped to the wall and beat her cock. She was reiterating her displeasure that I had forgotten my collar last week. By the end her cock was bleeding and bruised from her cane, though I keep expecting more. She also used the string of clothespins on my balls, which she yanked off and left drips of blood. She was very turned on by this. She beat my ass with whip, paddle and canes. Then she wrapped me in saran wrap, she'd not done this in some time, and had me waddle upstairs. Instead of allowing me to pleasure her, she wanted me writhing next to her while she fucked herself with her vibrator. She wanted me to get a taste of what it will be like being her cuckold. :( She came very hard thinking about this....and I was happy for her pleasure! Thankfully, she wanted me in her bed since I've been traveling so much and I was spared the cage again!

More Travel

Domina has not been happy with my traveling. Last weekend she took me to her dungeon for the first time in the new house! I will post pics that she took from from that encounter later. She simply beat me for having to do things she shouldn't have to do. She hasn't had the time to find any other slaves to take my place while I'm gone yet. I know when she does she will have me watch her over video chat being serviced.

I was traveling again this week and can only expect more of the same this weekend. This week she was particularly upset that I forgot my PET collar. She did have me bring high heels so that I can practice walking in them as her panty boy. I've had the chastity on for the most part but she again had me take it off and stroke her cock which, again, is a special kind of torture since it has been 5 weeks since her cock has cum. :( She'll also be pissed that I haven't been blogging as frequently as she wants due to how busy I have been with work.

Thankfully I was able to pleasure her last weekend with my tongue and hope to do so again. Thankfully she loves to have my tongue buried in her ass while she cums!

Travel

i've had to travel a lot for work lately. Domina has made sure i take the chastity with me in checked baggage. I can't risk wearing it through airport security. As well as packing only panties to wear. I had it on all this week until last when Domina wished to torture by making me stroke her cock while she masturbated. I also had nimple clamps which was much fun ! At this point though I'd rather b locked up 24/7 and have nothing to do with Domina's cock but that's why she does it. :) She was finished last night and ordered me to continue for 15 mins. I begged her no! and she replied no. now it was 20 mins.

I learned that lesson...I hope...


I truly hope to be in Domina's new dungeon this weekend!!!

A day spent cleaning for Domina!

I spent today cleaning and getting ready for Domina's return. She has been away this weekend and I have been waiting all weekend for her return. I had a list of chores to do while she was away (cleaning bathrooms, making beds, clean kitchen, laundry). I sent a pic of me doing this naked and that pleased her at least! She will get back late unfortunately and she will not likely wish to do anything with her pet. :(

Oh, I did have to confess to Domina that I used bathroom without permission earlier in the weekend. She ordered me to sleep on the floor for the duration of her absence and that she would decide what to do with me when she get home.

Here's my little pet collar!

About Chastity...

I LOVE wearing chastity for Domina. It validates her control over her cock and I love it. Unfortunately I could remove the device if I truly wanted to, but I would never do so.

But because I love bondage so much, I wish I had no choice. Even though there are tighter rings (I could still remove her cock from these at its most flacid state) I don't wear them on a daily basis as Domina wants the option having a warm body in her bed without disruption. If I wear the tighter rings, they constrict my balls so much that it wakes me up. and therefore wakes her up She does have this available as punishment though. And since Domina gave me permission to post pics of her cock, here it is:

A real training session again!

Finally on Sunday we had the opportunity for a real training session! Backing up a little bit to Thursday Domina really ratcheted things up. She had promised that I would receive 50 with the cane for the next 5 nights for cumming without permission (I was thankful as I felt I was getting off lite). Then I failed to send her a picture of my panties as I am required when she does not see them in the mornings (+50) and I couldn't send it right away after she ordered me too (+50).

150 strokes and I had only taken one caning the night before in the last 6 months. Needless to say Domina had me restrained over the chair in her bedroom and my ass and the back of my thighs looked like one big bruised welt. (I had my panties stuffed in my mouth for good measure). I also got 50 the very next night on top of it.

But Sunday night. I cleaned up and shaved and came out of the bathroom...and Domina looked fantastic. In a lace and leather teddy with her hair tied tight in a pony tail standing in black, 5" heels. I fell to my knees, kissing her feet enthusiastically. She immediately launched into working on her positions for me. Attention, Inspection, Kneeling Inspection (my favorite since it requires me to bend over and spread my ass cheeks for her) and Greeting. I'm sure she's kept the list short as she doesn't believe I can handle more right now.

Domina then completely cleaned my ass by shaving it hairless and cleaning me out with an enema. At least I was able to use the toilet and not shit in a bucket (though I'm sure that's coming). She proceeded to beat my ass with the paddle and then caned it mercilessly. It burned as it had already been bruised and battered. I was restrained with the wrist cuffs and just bent over standing and latched to the ankle cuffs for this.

She then had me on my back and gave me her special treat for the rest of the evening, she took out the big butt plug, lubed it up and slid it in my ass. Thankfully she was slow with it. After she pushed it in she crawled on top and sat on my face while slapping my balls with her crop. Oh how I've needed this training! She then beat me with the paddle more with the butt plus still in my ass.

Finally Domina allowed me to lick her pussy and make her cum! And oh how I ate her cum! It was amazing having the butt plug in while bringing her to climax, I hope to be able to take bigger and bigger things in my ass for her!

She had me remove the plug and then made me sleep at the foot of her bed. I love my Domina and can't wait to be in her dungeon again and continue my training!