I almost made it to six weeks....

Last night Domina unlocked her cock. Her cock had been in chastity for a week straight and as I said, I hadn't cum in almost six weeks. I was afraid the moment she unlocked it.


It was instantly hard as I cleaned it for her. And then she ordered me to eat her pussy and make her cum. Which I of course relsihed and licked her as well as I could. Her cock was stiff and I was sure if I rubbed it against the bed too much I would cum without control. And then she came. Hard.

"Now. Stick my cock in me pet," she purred. I whimpered. "I want to be fucked. DO.IT." I relented and put it inside her. It was...electric. The pleasure shot through me like a bolt. It was too much but I didn't want to disappoint her! I tried but couldn't even get enough for a real thrust. I pulled out whimpering. I wasn't even inside her when she siad "fucking useless pet. 6 more weeks!" And that was it. The feel of her pussy, the sound of her stern voice...I started to cum. I couldn't squeeze hard enough to hold it back. "Fine. Put it inside me pet." And I put it inside her sobbing. Oh god was it magnificient but I absolutely hated it. I was almost in real tears. I didn't want it like that. I wanted to to do it on her orders, I wanted to not cum for as long as she desired. I wanted her to take her cock out for beatings after I'd not cum for weeks because it pleases her.

I didn't want it that way. Now, I have no idea how long it will before she lets her cock cum again. I'm sure she won't be letting it inside her anytime soon.



At least not without a cock sheath of some sort. I know she's been coveting one...

GULP!

Domina loves to groom her pet. To a point. She loves to make me lay across her lap an use tweezers to make sure I look presentable- on my ears, eyebrows, neck, etc. I still have to take care of most the grooming such as shaving. One thing I have to to take care of as she disdains it the "butt tuft". I am not a hairy person but I have a tuft of hair that grows at the very point of the small of my back at the beginning of the crack of my butt. The butt tuft. I had neglected this and after having me lay across the bed while she beat my ass Domina obviously noticed.

"Get me some scissors pet," she ordered. I didn't know where any were so I bounded donwstairs to search and thankfully found some quickly. She proceeded to have my lie down on my stomach again and swiftly trimmed it up while admonishing me for it.

"On your knees slut. Open your mouth," she commanded. I did. And was greeted with a mouthful of my own asshair.....

I was eating my asshair. I begged Domina to wash my mouth out- "NO. But you can wash it down with some water."


Which I did- GULP!

I won't forget again!

Another word on serving my Domina

I am hoping this happens much more often, but I was able to be home before Domina yesterday and was very happy for it. I enjoyed so much checking in with her and getting her direction while she was at work. I moved the dishes along, picked up around the house, played with our son while waiting on Domina. I was able to greet her and take her bag and other items (I even got to open the door for her ). She got to go right to the living room and sit down and talk with our son while I sat at her feet and massaged them! Later on in the night I got to curl up naked at the foot of her bed while she rubbed my head with her feet. <3

Wow. We're still so busy and it's been how long since I was allowed to cum?

So I expected to be updating much more than this but obviously life is still not allowing it. We have still been struggling with being in our lifestyle and getting things together in our new home. I've been dealing with securing a new job and thankfully that has worked out.

Domina was very aggressive with the nightly spankings at first but unfortunately that has waned. I am trying to help her deal with her stress and take the load off of her by doing all the domestic chores as much as possible- which she expects of her pet. It is getting better as last night showed.

Domina had me bent over a chair with my wrist cuffs clamped together and wailed away with her hairbrush. It had been awhile since I'd had a beating and I was doing some wailing of a different sort. I so wanted her to continue as I know it can be therapeutic for her.

The one aspect that Domina has not relented in is controlling her cock. I haven't cum since June 3rd, more than a month now. This is longer than I can ever remember going without orgasm and I am struggling mightily. As with all aspects of submission I enjoy the suffering but truly wish to cum. At this point I would gladly do ANYTHING for Domina if I was allowed to cum. :( I have been wearing the chastity for Domina most of the time. She unlocks it only when I take our son swimming or for her own purposes. Which is to say to stroke her cock as a form of torture.

Hopefully I will have some more colorful things to post about soon!!!

Weekend away

Our son is staying with family for a couple of weeks which is also why we picked this time to reboot our lifestyle. We took a road trip to a casino (not vegas unfortunately) and took along the toys that Domina wanted.

This included a couple of butt plugs that I had inserted for her over video chat for her before as well as the paddle and her crops. Domina was tenuous with beating me for fear that her pussy-boy would make too much noise even with the ball gag in. Instead she had me stroke her pussy (OMG SO HAPPY!) until she came but when she did she clamped her nails down on my balls as she did. Since her cock was straining against the chastity it made for an unreal sensation!!! After she came she had me lie on the bed and start to insert the butt plugs. I REALLY wanted her to do this but she wanted to watch while I did it. I don't know how big the larger one is but it is always a challenge to get in. It took me just a couple of minutes to get it in for her though, I was very excited to do it in front of her instead of over the intarwebz :D!!! I absolutely LOVED fucking my ass for her with the bigger butt plug, I was in painful ecstasy!!!! I would have fucked my ass for her all night long. She let me sleep in her bed because I did such a good job for her! I <3 my Domina!!

FINALLY!! I GET MY DOMINA BACK!!

Whew!

It has been sooooo long. We obviously have been in involved in serious life movement. And I do mean MOVEment. New City. New State. It's been a long, long road and we still have more to do with the move. But thankfully Domina has decided we needed to be back into our lifestyle and I couldn't agree MORE!!!

We did do some things over the last few months but nothing 24/7 like we wanted. We were even apart for extended periods. We did some things over video chat which I enjoyed very much (and hope we expand on) but it was never what we completely needed.

Last night we began anew and there are some changes involved. We started by reviewing Domina's rules for her pet. The biggest change is that I will be wearing a chastity device for Domina. I will hope to add pictures soon. Also Domina has determined that with my behavior over the last few months that I do not deserve to wear her slave collar and I will wear an interim collar until I prove myself under her training. I will be trying my best to please her!!

Domina had her wooden paddle and her two crops out for her pet last night. After we reviewed the rules she had me bent over the bed and and reiterated that my nightly spanking will be done with the paddle at the very least from now on. I was not prepared for the amount of strokes she gave me since it had been so long since I'd taken much pain at all. I am happy Domina is determined to train her pet! She berated me for getting hard and letting her cock drool without permission and gave it a few good whacks with the smaller-headed crop. Obviously that won't be much of a problem after Domina locks her cock up soon. She also wanted to fuck her cock and backed her wonderful pussy down her aching cock. "You may cum pet, but you will pull out and cum on my asshole." she purrred. "Enjoy it because it will be your last orgasm for sometime. I haven't decided how long of course." I was definitely afraid of pulling out and cumming but I had no choice. Domina's pussy felt soooooooooo good. I came. Hard and long.

And then she ordered what I dreaded- "Now pet. Clean it up."

I was very tentative. Not that I don't want to eat cum for my Domina, I just wasn't expecting it this soon. :(

"That's not very enthusiastic pet. You better get used to the taste of cum" Domina stated.

I know she wasn't talking about only the taste of my cum. I can't wait what the future will bring as we continue our lifestlye......

UPDATE

I know I said the changes in our lives would be long-term and I meant it. Hopefully we are in our new home soon and able to continue our lifestyle. It has been a long, difficult few months. We are aching to be back. I hope all who have subscribed will still be here!