So I expected to be updating much more than this but obviously life is still not allowing it. We have still been struggling with being in our lifestyle and getting things together in our new home. I've been dealing with securing a new job and thankfully that has worked out.
Domina was very aggressive with the nightly spankings at first but unfortunately that has waned. I am trying to help her deal with her stress and take the load off of her by doing all the domestic chores as much as possible- which she expects of her pet. It is getting better as last night showed.
Domina had me bent over a chair with my wrist cuffs clamped together and wailed away with her hairbrush. It had been awhile since I'd had a beating and I was doing some wailing of a different sort. I so wanted her to continue as I know it can be therapeutic for her.
The one aspect that Domina has not relented in is controlling her cock. I haven't cum since June 3rd, more than a month now. This is longer than I can ever remember going without orgasm and I am struggling mightily. As with all aspects of submission I enjoy the suffering but truly wish to cum. At this point I would gladly do ANYTHING for Domina if I was allowed to cum. :( I have been wearing the chastity for Domina most of the time. She unlocks it only when I take our son swimming or for her own purposes. Which is to say to stroke her cock as a form of torture.
Hopefully I will have some more colorful things to post about soon!!!
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Weekend away
Our son is staying with family for a couple of weeks which is also why we picked this time to reboot our lifestyle. We took a road trip to a casino (not vegas unfortunately) and took along the toys that Domina wanted.
This included a couple of butt plugs that I had inserted for her over video chat for her before as well as the paddle and her crops. Domina was tenuous with beating me for fear that her pussy-boy would make too much noise even with the ball gag in. Instead she had me stroke her pussy (OMG SO HAPPY!) until she came but when she did she clamped her nails down on my balls as she did. Since her cock was straining against the chastity it made for an unreal sensation!!! After she came she had me lie on the bed and start to insert the butt plugs. I REALLY wanted her to do this but she wanted to watch while I did it. I don't know how big the larger one is but it is always a challenge to get in. It took me just a couple of minutes to get it in for her though, I was very excited to do it in front of her instead of over the intarwebz :D!!! I absolutely LOVED fucking my ass for her with the bigger butt plug, I was in painful ecstasy!!!! I would have fucked my ass for her all night long. She let me sleep in her bed because I did such a good job for her! I <3 my Domina!!
This included a couple of butt plugs that I had inserted for her over video chat for her before as well as the paddle and her crops. Domina was tenuous with beating me for fear that her pussy-boy would make too much noise even with the ball gag in. Instead she had me stroke her pussy (OMG SO HAPPY!) until she came but when she did she clamped her nails down on my balls as she did. Since her cock was straining against the chastity it made for an unreal sensation!!! After she came she had me lie on the bed and start to insert the butt plugs. I REALLY wanted her to do this but she wanted to watch while I did it. I don't know how big the larger one is but it is always a challenge to get in. It took me just a couple of minutes to get it in for her though, I was very excited to do it in front of her instead of over the intarwebz :D!!! I absolutely LOVED fucking my ass for her with the bigger butt plug, I was in painful ecstasy!!!! I would have fucked my ass for her all night long. She let me sleep in her bed because I did such a good job for her! I <3 my Domina!!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
FINALLY!! I GET MY DOMINA BACK!!
Whew!
It has been sooooo long. We obviously have been in involved in serious life movement. And I do mean MOVEment. New City. New State. It's been a long, long road and we still have more to do with the move. But thankfully Domina has decided we needed to be back into our lifestyle and I couldn't agree MORE!!!
We did do some things over the last few months but nothing 24/7 like we wanted. We were even apart for extended periods. We did some things over video chat which I enjoyed very much (and hope we expand on) but it was never what we completely needed.
Last night we began anew and there are some changes involved. We started by reviewing Domina's rules for her pet. The biggest change is that I will be wearing a chastity device for Domina. I will hope to add pictures soon. Also Domina has determined that with my behavior over the last few months that I do not deserve to wear her slave collar and I will wear an interim collar until I prove myself under her training. I will be trying my best to please her!!
Domina had her wooden paddle and her two crops out for her pet last night. After we reviewed the rules she had me bent over the bed and and reiterated that my nightly spanking will be done with the paddle at the very least from now on. I was not prepared for the amount of strokes she gave me since it had been so long since I'd taken much pain at all. I am happy Domina is determined to train her pet! She berated me for getting hard and letting her cock drool without permission and gave it a few good whacks with the smaller-headed crop. Obviously that won't be much of a problem after Domina locks her cock up soon. She also wanted to fuck her cock and backed her wonderful pussy down her aching cock. "You may cum pet, but you will pull out and cum on my asshole." she purrred. "Enjoy it because it will be your last orgasm for sometime. I haven't decided how long of course." I was definitely afraid of pulling out and cumming but I had no choice. Domina's pussy felt soooooooooo good. I came. Hard and long.
And then she ordered what I dreaded- "Now pet. Clean it up."
I was very tentative. Not that I don't want to eat cum for my Domina, I just wasn't expecting it this soon. :(
"That's not very enthusiastic pet. You better get used to the taste of cum" Domina stated.
I know she wasn't talking about only the taste of my cum. I can't wait what the future will bring as we continue our lifestlye......
It has been sooooo long. We obviously have been in involved in serious life movement. And I do mean MOVEment. New City. New State. It's been a long, long road and we still have more to do with the move. But thankfully Domina has decided we needed to be back into our lifestyle and I couldn't agree MORE!!!
We did do some things over the last few months but nothing 24/7 like we wanted. We were even apart for extended periods. We did some things over video chat which I enjoyed very much (and hope we expand on) but it was never what we completely needed.
Last night we began anew and there are some changes involved. We started by reviewing Domina's rules for her pet. The biggest change is that I will be wearing a chastity device for Domina. I will hope to add pictures soon. Also Domina has determined that with my behavior over the last few months that I do not deserve to wear her slave collar and I will wear an interim collar until I prove myself under her training. I will be trying my best to please her!!
Domina had her wooden paddle and her two crops out for her pet last night. After we reviewed the rules she had me bent over the bed and and reiterated that my nightly spanking will be done with the paddle at the very least from now on. I was not prepared for the amount of strokes she gave me since it had been so long since I'd taken much pain at all. I am happy Domina is determined to train her pet! She berated me for getting hard and letting her cock drool without permission and gave it a few good whacks with the smaller-headed crop. Obviously that won't be much of a problem after Domina locks her cock up soon. She also wanted to fuck her cock and backed her wonderful pussy down her aching cock. "You may cum pet, but you will pull out and cum on my asshole." she purrred. "Enjoy it because it will be your last orgasm for sometime. I haven't decided how long of course." I was definitely afraid of pulling out and cumming but I had no choice. Domina's pussy felt soooooooooo good. I came. Hard and long.
And then she ordered what I dreaded- "Now pet. Clean it up."
I was very tentative. Not that I don't want to eat cum for my Domina, I just wasn't expecting it this soon. :(
"That's not very enthusiastic pet. You better get used to the taste of cum" Domina stated.
I know she wasn't talking about only the taste of my cum. I can't wait what the future will bring as we continue our lifestlye......
Monday, January 18, 2010
UPDATE
I know I said the changes in our lives would be long-term and I meant it. Hopefully we are in our new home soon and able to continue our lifestyle. It has been a long, difficult few months. We are aching to be back. I hope all who have subscribed will still be here!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wow. Can't believe it's been this long.
Domina and I have had to take a very extended hiatus unfortunately. BIG changes in our lives that are extremely long term. I hope we get back to things and they will be better than ever!
Monday, July 6, 2009
Saturday punishment and a word on being busy with RL
I usually try to recount punishments as quickly as possible so I do not forget what happened however during the summer we get so busy on the weekends trying to do family and friend stuff that it becomes a challenge. Does anyone have any feedback on overcoming these challenges and staying in "it" so to speak? We're finding it quite difficult.
Saturday
Domina wished to keep training her cock which in this instance meant punishing her cock. We have a post in our finished basement and Domina made use of it this night. I can't recall all the details but the crux was this: my cock was caned mercilessly.
Domina used the black rope to tightly bind her cock and balls so they were turning a nice shade of purple. She gets this effect more by looping the rope over my head while knotting in places and then yanking it down to tie it back through my legs so the rope is up my ass as well. I know she loves the way it looks. This night she wrapped a bungee around the post and used one of the short bungees to attach from the wrapped bungee to the rope between my legs. I had to step forward and stretch the bungee which puts great pressure on her cock and balls. It makes her cock stick out, straining quite nicely and I am orderred to stand straight. She brought out the thickest cane and began. She loves to beat me in tens, ten strokes on her cock at a time. Her favorite part of beating her cock is to bring the cane down on the tip hard and watch it bounce. Oh does she like to watch it bounce. I of course have to have the bit in my mouth. 50 strokes later and she released me. She parked me in the corner for a bit while she relaxed and then had me lay in front of her and stroke her cock ordering me to keep it from drooling. At the time I had not cum for over a week (now 10 days) and it was impossible for precum not to emerge. When this happened she would rap her cock with the cane and I would have to wipe it off with my fingers and lick and suck them clean. When she finished with this she did something I did not expect....she wrapped me back into the rope and attached me to the bungees AGAIN. She wasn't finished training her cock. She brought the cane down 20 more times I think and then gave me an opportunity to not receive more. She stepped in front of me and pulled down her panties to reveal her angelic ass to me. "Step forward and lick it bitch. If you do well enough I may stop caning my cock." she said. I strained against the bungee to stick my tongue as deep in her ass as I could. Of course she kept moving forward as she laughed and I had to strain the cords even more. Abrutly she stopped and declared I couldn't even lick ass well enough. I was made to stand where I was as she completed 50 more strokes across her cock. It was unbearable but I took it for my Domina. I am her pain toy. I would have taken more, I WANTED to take more for her!
She did say she was not anywhere near finished training her cock.
Saturday
Domina wished to keep training her cock which in this instance meant punishing her cock. We have a post in our finished basement and Domina made use of it this night. I can't recall all the details but the crux was this: my cock was caned mercilessly.
Domina used the black rope to tightly bind her cock and balls so they were turning a nice shade of purple. She gets this effect more by looping the rope over my head while knotting in places and then yanking it down to tie it back through my legs so the rope is up my ass as well. I know she loves the way it looks. This night she wrapped a bungee around the post and used one of the short bungees to attach from the wrapped bungee to the rope between my legs. I had to step forward and stretch the bungee which puts great pressure on her cock and balls. It makes her cock stick out, straining quite nicely and I am orderred to stand straight. She brought out the thickest cane and began. She loves to beat me in tens, ten strokes on her cock at a time. Her favorite part of beating her cock is to bring the cane down on the tip hard and watch it bounce. Oh does she like to watch it bounce. I of course have to have the bit in my mouth. 50 strokes later and she released me. She parked me in the corner for a bit while she relaxed and then had me lay in front of her and stroke her cock ordering me to keep it from drooling. At the time I had not cum for over a week (now 10 days) and it was impossible for precum not to emerge. When this happened she would rap her cock with the cane and I would have to wipe it off with my fingers and lick and suck them clean. When she finished with this she did something I did not expect....she wrapped me back into the rope and attached me to the bungees AGAIN. She wasn't finished training her cock. She brought the cane down 20 more times I think and then gave me an opportunity to not receive more. She stepped in front of me and pulled down her panties to reveal her angelic ass to me. "Step forward and lick it bitch. If you do well enough I may stop caning my cock." she said. I strained against the bungee to stick my tongue as deep in her ass as I could. Of course she kept moving forward as she laughed and I had to strain the cords even more. Abrutly she stopped and declared I couldn't even lick ass well enough. I was made to stand where I was as she completed 50 more strokes across her cock. It was unbearable but I took it for my Domina. I am her pain toy. I would have taken more, I WANTED to take more for her!
She did say she was not anywhere near finished training her cock.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
A special tag
Domina wished to have an additonal piece to my collar. I was required to go to the local pet store and print out a doggie tag:
SLAVE
Luckily it was an automated machine and no one saw it. not that I wouldn't have done it anyway, I will do whatever Domina commands and revel in it. It's a cute little blue, bone shaped tag. She LOVED it! so much so that I was allowed to sleep with her again while chained to the bed with the leash.
Tonight will be another night of extended punishment. I look forward to being able to take whatever Domina has prepared with great anticipation!
SLAVE
Luckily it was an automated machine and no one saw it. not that I wouldn't have done it anyway, I will do whatever Domina commands and revel in it. It's a cute little blue, bone shaped tag. She LOVED it! so much so that I was allowed to sleep with her again while chained to the bed with the leash.
Tonight will be another night of extended punishment. I look forward to being able to take whatever Domina has prepared with great anticipation!
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