cumming without permission. Again. :(

Tuesday night. I hadn't posted this yet as I was very ashamed. The night started off shaky as Domina wished to fuck her cock. I had cum two days prior however my stamina was nowhere to be found and I could not last long. Domina was disappointed and ordered me to sleep at the end of the bed. I begged and begged Domina to allow me to please her and she let me lick her pussy until she came. It was glorious as I hadn't been allowed to lick Domina's pussy in some time. I was then ordered to the end of the bed as Domina went to sleep.

Halfway through the night my downfall was sealed. Domina awoke and grabbed me by my collar to her. "I want my cock inside me slave", she ordered. It felt extremely good. Oh god it felt too good. I tried to stop it. I grabbed Domina's cock and squeezed hard but it was too late. She let me put it inside her and fuck her as I came and she was laughing at me while it happened. "Pitiful slave. Pitiful". Then she shoved me to the end of the bed letting me know my punishment would be severe.

I still do not know what my punishment will be. I was at least allowed to aid Domina in her orgasm last night and sleep at Domina's feet (I fully expected to be in the cage all week) but she has not touched her cock since. I am waiting in fear as to what my punishment will be this weekend...

A quiet night

I know I pleased Domina on Sunday night because last night was much more subdued. I got to sitt on Domina's lap while she watched TV! I love this so much as she pets and plays with me at her leisure. It is quite nice. I was even allowed to sleep next to her for the second night on a row. I tried to make sure I accomplished all my chores during the day since I was working from home and I hope that contributed to her generous mood. I can only hope I continue to please Domina this week.

Sunday night: pet gets to cum!! But there's always a price..

First, the weekend was pretty busy with friends and family so Domina was not able to spend much time on her pet Friday and Saturday. Saturday she had planned on working on my training however she was not feeling well and I just tried to serve her as best I could.

Sunday, she made up for it (for herself of course). It wasn't a long session but it was rather intense. There weren't any specific things for which I was being punished, simply Domina training her pet how she wishes. This night we were only in the bedroom. The first part was actually my favorite part as it was something we hadn't really done before to this extent. I was bent over a chair backwards, grabbing the legs of the chair. I had the cuffs on and Domina latched my wrists together so I could not pull up. She started beating my ass then, I know she used the crop, and the spatula, there may have been other things but I could not see and she eventually shoved the ball gag in my mouth to stifle me. I wished I could have taken more beating for Domina in this position but she stopped and ordered me to spread my legs. She was going to shave my ass. After that she cleaned me out but with a twist. After she emptied the enema bottle into me she proceeded to sit on my face. I love when Domina tortures me in this way and the mix of focusing on keeping my bowels in while not being able to breathe was quite heady. Domina loved it as well since she went right to her vibrator while I relieved myself. After I finished my cold shower (I hoped my shrieks helped turn Domina on even more) she ordered me to please her tits to make sure she came quickly. She did and I was sooo happy for her! Domina shoved me back to the floor as soon as she came. Then my wrists were chained to the head of the bed while I was on my knees. I could hear Domina strapping on her cock getting ready to fuck my ass. She climbed on top of me and shoved it in quickly. I yelped away in pain and was ashamed I could not take it quickly enough for her. Domina just laughed and slid it in more slowly. It felt wonderful for Domina to have me chained to the bed while she fucked and fucked and fucked my ass. I know it please her when I am her asswhore!! She decided she was finished and ordered me to the bathtub. I was allowed to piss on myself while Domina stood over me and pissed all over my face. I love taking this for her! Finally, Domina ordered me to clean myself again and announced that I would be allowed to cum! I was soooooo excited!!!

When I had dried myself and emerged from the bathroom she was on the bed on all fours. "I want you to come on my ass slave. DO IT!!" I had to rub her cock all over her ass, and she even let me fuck her pussy for a little, and then I came all over her ass. It had been two weeks and it felt wonderful! It is always tempered however since I knew what would happen next.

"Clean it up slave." Domina purred. "You know how I mean so get to it."

I got down on my hands and knees and proceeded to lick the cum off of Domina's ass. I know if I do it enthusiastically enough I could be rewarded by sharing Domina's bed. I sucked and licked her ass as well as I could. I was able to sleep next to Domina all night as I had pleased her greatly! I hope I continue this as she continues my training.

pet's new "bed"

Domina enjoyed the lingerie I wore for her yesterday. I had to run to the store yesterday morning and of course I had to wear the lingerie under my clothes. It felt incredibly sexy and I reveled in it. The feeling of the stockings under my jeans made Domina's cock hard. I am truly ashamed as I am most certainly Domina's panty boy. To make sure Domina knew I was wearing the lingerie I had to take pictures baring some of while in the store. I think she enjoyed that greatly.

Also last evening we went shopping for the next part of my punishment for not sleeping at the end of Domina's bed...at the pet store. She picked out a 42" dog cage that would be big enough to hold me. (I am only 5'7" and right now weigh about 150 lbs) I was incredibly ashamed...and incredibly turned on. I had to go back out after putting our son to bed and purchase it and set it up. I was given permission to go out last night but before Domina wanted to see me naked in the cage. Her cock betrayed me as it was rock hard being in the cage. This is also because the cage pleased Domina immensely, she loves it. Of course last night I had to sleep in the cage, I at least already had a pet pillow on which to sleep. I fit snugly in my cage and I am happy that Domina would put this kind of thought into my training as her pet. (Again, luckily, the house was cold and Domina retrieved her pet in the night to warm her bed. Thank you again Domina!)

More Punishment

Last night Domina punished me for not going back to the foot of the bed the night before. She decided to chain me to the wall with the nipple clamps on and bungee me down while I received a total of 150 strokes to my ass- 50 with her crop, 50 with the stinger whip and 50 with the long wooden paddle. I was surprised I did not receive more however Domina stated my punishment for this was not over. We would be going out to purchase something else to continue my punishment. Then Domina wished to do some lifestyle reading an research during which I was to stand in the corner....with a set of four clothespins attached 2 to my balls and 2 to Domina's cock. She would read for 20 minutes and would remove one every 5 minutes. I left the one attached to the flesh at the base of the head of her cock to show her I would leave the most painful to last. We also worked on coming up with a schedule for me when I work from home. At the end of the night I was also given my nightly beating with her hair brush (she found it!) and the spatula. I curled up at her feet for the night. (Luckily though the it was unusually chilly and Domina was cold and allowed me to get under the cover to warm her! I was soo lucky!! THANK YOU DOMINA!!!!!)

Today, for not sending her a picture yesterday, I had to pick out a full lingerie outfit to wear all day and send Domina pics. I picked a nice pink corset, my pink butterfly panties and thigh high stockings. maybe some point I will be able to upload photos with Domina's permission...

Should have been a normal night...

And it was at first. Nothing extremely interesting was happening as Domina and I had spent most of the night discussing a significant life changing event that is happening. I was given my nightly beating, which has now become to be delivered by her plastic spatula as her wooden hair brush has gone missing. She climbed under the covers and I curled up at her feet. During the night we heard our son get out of bed and I quickly got u p and under the covers as I forgot to lock the door. Turned out he was only using the bathroom and went straight back to bed. Unfortunately I fell back asleep without going back to Domina's feet. She whispered in my ear this morning that obviously my transgression did not go unoticed and I would be punished for it. Severly, as she had told me explicitly I was to be at her feet for three nights in a row, no ifs, ands or buts. I also forgot to send Domina a pic which she likes to see everyday when she is at work. My punishment for the night increased because of it. So I have been working at home, wondering what deviltry Domina has planned for me tonight. The waiting is tortuous enough...

A new week with Domina!

Sunday was full of family time and Domina did not feel the need to play with her pet, though I did get my nightly spanking across my bruised ass. Domina does indeed enjoy seeing the bruises. I did beg VERY hard for Domina to allow me to sleep in the bed with her. She eventually acquiesced- at a price. If she let me share her bed, under the covers, next to her I would be sleeping at the foot of her bed for the next three nights. No way to win her favor, no way to earn my way in. Three nights. I whimpered but accepted as I so wanted to be next to her.

Monday I worked from home and was able to sit in my collar and panties all day. Domina certainly enjoyed her daily pic of her cock and panties with the bruises that she had raised. She loves the deep shades of purple her cock turns after she has beaten it. Monday night Domina warned that her cock had better shape up or she may get another to please her. She said she would make me watch as she fucked another and after she came all over his cock she would make me eat her pussy while she sat on my face. I told Domina that I would do whatever she pleased but I would be ashamed that her cock would not please her. I also wondered quietly whether or not the cock she came on would have come inside her when she sat on my face...I would do it for Domina. I sat later at Domina's feet while we finished a movie and then she decided she needed to cum. I was to stroke her cock and aid in her orgasm and again watch as she came on her dildo, it is soooo frustrating as I want to touch her more. She actually ordered me to stick my finger in her ass while she came! What an honor, I was soo happy! I want her to touch me more. And then she decided to slide her wet pussy onto her cock after I had been forced to stroke it with luve and it was rock hard from having my finger in her ass. I lasted as long as I could and Domina laughed at my struggles. I am pitiful. And I finished the night by curling up at her feet at the end of the bed. Her cock was still hard.